I am feeling so sad. Everytime i decided to visit people's blog, i will end up feeling emo & sensitive. Labels: This is gonna be an emo post.
Previously was feeling really down because of the scholarship interview. I suddenly realised how lousy i am, is like... a reality hit. And though i kept saying "I was the one who gave up." but i doubt i will be shortlisted even if i don't, the other competitors are just too strong. But the moment i stepped out of the interview room, a drop of tear escaped out. LOL, say until so emo. Anyway, i was really feeling sad for... i don't know why. Haha, probably i really am weird. It's the feeling that... i don't regret giving it up yet meanwhile i felt sad for giving it up. Haix, i can't really explain myself.
And i was hoping for someone i could confide in and cry out. But at that time, i thought, it's better to keep those tears to myself.
And of course, as much as i'm scared about those height activities in the leadership camp... i felt pity for those tuition grant & scholarship incentives... wasted.
