It's been a long time since i last updated. And yeah, life now suck. Note my grammer, YueXiu (: Labels: Whining is a skill.
It's bad enough not to see secondary school friend's face everyday, haha, maybe it's not that bad HAHA joking. I mean i still got very good friends in Poly, be it ah-bu they all, or campmates and the tall 171 bully; miss kaypo; 5-yr-old kid; paikia in class & blah blah blah, but i still somewhat feel so lonely. I don't know why. I suck. Yeah.
At first i thought our class will be like 4E2, in terms of bonding and the fun shared, but then i realised, 4E2 is irreplaceable.
But still.
I really wanted to be friends with you all, but i'm afraid to try. Didn't really know what i'm afraid of, maybe i myself think that i'm not that funny & talkative beside you all cause i didn't really let my guards down. It's just come so naturally with old friends who are as ordinary as myself. Crap, i didn't know what i'm talking about. Probably i'm just not comfortable with the sudden change of lifestyle, urgh. And by the way, those who know me well should understands that my english is not really good. So please pardon me if you can't really understand me. Well, i don't understand myself too.
It's a post silently screaming for attention. And i really do hope the class can unite, yup, though it's only gonna be one year.
