Merry Christmas, 20081225.
I almost felt breathless.
I didn't know how should i feel about it, whether to feel fortunate that my situation wasn't as bad as their, or to feel...
The first time i felt living is so painful.
Do they really feel the pain? Are they really that insensitive? Or is just that they were hidding their wounds, afraid to be exposed to more wounds.
I almost saw it from his eyes, when she mentioned that his mum was crazy, i thought i saw it, that sorrow, his agony. Was that what he felt?
I almost could imagine her situation, whether it's worst or least.
What happen to the world now?
And this was the first time i despise my beating heart, it almost seems like it had jumped for no one.
Signing off;
I really felt uncomfortable, for how they handle their pain, if they really felt it in the first place.
