Yesterday being informed that i was shortlisted for the DPA interview, in Temasek Poly for the Visual Communication course. Lol, at that time was surprised then followed by a series of mixed feelings lor. I don't know whether i should feel overjoyed or not. Cause is like a sense of fear towards the unknown or uncertain. Applying for DPA was because i wanted to gain experience and know what's the course really about, then be mentally prepared cause they got some courses arranged for you after you being selected. But hor, i really felt unsure, i wonder can i really not regret about my decision ><, though i don't know what i will regret for, but i felt that everything went too smoothly for me now that i'm lazy to make any changes. Labels: Thoughts of maturity.
Bought scrap and sketch boosks, for me to create a portfolio to display, hmmm, inspirations are running in my head. LOL.
Something deeper. Helen, KeQi and me were discussing about the issue on parents on our way back. We were so mature ><. Anyways, some drama plots were getting more and more common in real life and anywhere in our surrounding. I wonder why some of us didn't realised that in the reality, society issues that were often brought into the dramas or storybooks are really occuring at a rapid speed around us. Things like more parents divorcing or separated was one of the common ones. Probably we're too fortunate to notice them.
In this generation, there's already increasing married couples divorcing or pregnant before married. What the. The children who were suffering from lacking of unconditional love from either side of parents or both was more and more common. Though they may appears to seem as ordinary as others who have, however, definitely some parts of them will feel differently as a normal person. They might not know what's the taste of being loved or care. Those things couldn't be taught but only by experiencing it yourself. People may not treat them as different or even discriminate; lol, but they themselves, how will they feel. So, adults, why put your own blood-related children in such state?
Parents either separated or even worst, disregard them, abandon them are mostly unforgivable. Though things always have two sides and no one could judge who was right and who was wrong. But, if you're not able to hold the responsibility of being a child's parent, then you might as well abort them, relieving them from the suffers they're going to face. Aborting them, yes, it's a sin to kill an innocent, but on the other hand, letting them come to this world and let them die or suffer on their own, without playing the role of the parents is as good as killing them, it's just a matter of your hands or the doctor's hands. What the irresponsible parents are doing is differentiate as "Kill them, let them die off in that few seconds" or "Torture them, let them live and suffer in pain for their whole life".
I heard from Helen that one of her friend, her parents disown her. They're so great man! Happy happy married, happy happy give birth to a child, then happy happy walk away, they are happy; heard the mother got herself a boyfriend and let her child be on their own, but the one who hurts the most, was the child. Lol. Somemore, nowadays, most youngsters in this generation as a general, do you think we could do a better job to be a responsible adult than our parents? Laugh your ass out if you dare answer a yes.
Cannot afford to regret, don't give birth. If give birth, then do the best you can for your child. I know people might think that "If they have a choice, they will not do this or that", but you don't have a choice, the child got is it?
Signing Off;
Poor humans, you wasn't even given a choice. ><, Was i too sarcastic? Whatever.
