Now is around 2.30 a.m. Don't think will be sleeping tonight; cause don't dare to walk from the living room to my room... so scared. Since it's quite quiet around me; makes me feel so emotional suddenly. Labels: Unfortunates.
The images and news about those countries affected by the natural disasters still didn't manage to get out of my mind. No matter how hard i'm shaking my head.
Life; so unpredictable. What's gonna happen tomorrow or even next second; who knows? Typhoons, cyclone or whatever in Myanmar and America. Earthquakes occur in China. Which country's next?
Are we afraid? Dying because of natural disaster struck on us? But wasn't most of these caused by humans? It's sad to see others losing their families; but what can we do... Climate change; changing every victim's life, future. No more love and warmth from those dead bodies, they can't talk; can't move; can't even shed their last tear. Those who were fortunate enough managed to escape with just minor injuries. Or some disfigured; broken limps. How are they going to survive? Isn't this just as torturing or more perhaps.
Maybe while i'm typing this out... while you all are sleeping soundly on your comfortable bed, someone being trapped in the crashed buildings lost their hope and decided to give up on breathing. It's just too painful for them, imagine yourself in their shoes.
Why them? They must be thinking...
I remember seeing this toddler on the News whose parents and relative had mostly passed away because of the Earthquake. She's equivalent to a half-orphan now. She's just around 4 years old.
Who can she depend on?
At the age of four; you realise you lost everything... when you're about to look at this world with a clearer mind, you realise that no one's there to act as your telescope. You're going to live until around 70... 66 years of life without the accompany of your real family members, those who really, sincerely accept you as part of them no matter what. Perhaps spending 66 years in the orphanage or with some strangers. And yet we're complaining the ten-education years are unbearable, even when we're loved by our family, friends and even teachers.
The girl will be sent to an orphanage... some of her family members or relatives are yet found. She's the only survivor; or; found still alive in her family...
She must be wondering... who is bringing me home? And please realise that she's not the only child in this state.
While typing this, tears are forming on my eyes.
To be honest, i've yet donate a single cent or any items to the affected areas. It's true that every small effort put in, when in a large... it will be very helpful. So everyone please donate money to Myanmar or China... They need aid. And please reduce polutions or whatever that will do great harm to our earth, it will reduce the rate of climate changing.
Signing Off;
And yet i switch on my computer till now, contradictions again.
