cherish-freedom

2011-07-29T19:05:00.001+08:00

I'm so bored. I've ran out of things to do with my dear dear laptop. So decided to update -.-

Can tell how bored I am.

And adbfahgcgdasdasdfasfadssgsdasdadfasdfadasdsdfasdfasdfadffghfdgsdfhdfsdfa.

Why are you such a mystery too?

2011-07-22T19:15:00.002+08:00

And the strange thing is,

the stronger one collapsed.

And look at what happened to the one who went on complaining everyday?

2011-05-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

So tired. So many things accumulating again.

The sudden realization hits you that your life is so messed up actually.

Suddenly realized how everything I do is just so lousy, that in order to feel good, I have to avoid them.

All the smiles, all the laughters come so naturally to me when I'm facing people. But they're just facade. It's a natural reaction to mask now.

And perhaps being like this, making other's life easier, people will be less aware that you have emotions too, and they just hurt you so insensitively, thinking that you wouldn't mind anyway.

I want to let out but my pride is holding me back. And then as time passes, all the stuffs in my heart accumulate again and everything repeats.

If unable to cry means that I'm not really sad, then maybe... I'm not really sad.

2011-04-07T16:16:00.000+08:00

http://sharababy.pixnet.net/blog/post/31052367

我以前總以為我不愛哭

被別人數落我不會哭

被別人嘲笑我不會哭

被別人誤會我不會哭

被別人欺負我不會哭

因為我總覺得

如果在別人面前哭

好像就擺明了自己很懦弱

或是會被別人認為甚麼都不會只會哭

每次當我受委屈想哭想反駁的時候

就會告訴自己絕對不能哭也絕對不能說任何一句話

要是哭了就輸了

而我不想輸

我總以為要讓我哭很難

但是漸漸的

我們隨著年齡增長

卻沒有變得比較勇敢

能讓人哭的原因反而越來越多

當你看清這個世界

當你明白某些事情

當你領悟生命的短暫

當你將緊握的手鬆開

當你失望絕望

有時候

並不是自己說不哭

就能夠如此輕易的忍住

又或許有時候只是因為不敢哭

怕不小心掉一滴眼淚

就足以打翻所有的思緒

回憶那麼多

要流多少眼淚才夠

因為不想哭

所以躲開你善意的擁抱

離開前

勉強自己留下一個微笑

然後我看到一面鏡子

鏡子裡的笑容好虛假

開始猜想到底平常是怎麼笑的

我對著鏡子微笑露齒笑瞇著眼笑開懷大笑

試圖用笑容找回本該存在的快樂

卻只看見眼淚

從微笑的眼角滑落

2011-02-12T01:51:00.003+08:00

I'll protect and take care of them. I'll earn a lot of money for them to lead a good life. I will ensure they are well taken care of, if one day I have to go.

2011-01-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

You're such a disappointment.

2010-11-10T00:16:00.004+08:00

Perhaps, I'll choose death.
It's too tempting.

2010-11-05T00:31:00.002+08:00

I'm a complete fool.
A fool who never learns her lesson.

When can I stop believing?
At the end of the day, I'm hurt by hope.

2010-05-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

Stop making such a big fuss over everything. One day, everyone will get sick and tired of your emotions. It's too frequent, it's too common.

2010-04-30T00:32:00.006+08:00

I'm always crying alone. Secretly and silently.

Before I knew it, emotions were bottled up.
They then infused.
Turning into poisonous acids.
Pours over the heart, raw.

One day, it will disfigures.

And gradually, I'll get depression.

I really had enough, for me to write this post.

2010-04-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

And that alone worths a lifetime anticipation.

2010-04-07T05:37:00.002+08:00

I dream because i still hope. And i'll only hope.

Floating lightly.
I can’t feel my feet.
Like I’m in a dream.
Like I’m walking on clouds.

2010-04-04T03:58:00.001+08:00

Let fate plays, till that one day.

2009-12-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

As she cleans the carbon rods from exhausted D-cell batteries, Marjina holds her young child on her lap and gently lulls her to sleep.

Marjina migrated from the countryside to Dhaka, the capital of Bangladesh, with her son and four daughters after her husband died. Now she toils every day in a workshop by the Buriganga River that recycles used batteries.

Wiping tears from her eyes, Marjina tells me, "Regardless of how hard my children and I work, we accumulate more and more debt every month. I don't know what to do. I have nothing that I can sell to pay off my debts."

http://edition.cnn.com/2008/TECH/science/09/28/what.matters.dust/index.html#cnnSTCText

2009-12-01T22:37:00.004+08:00

- ; ♥ Official IMH Critical Room 73.5 ♥
- ; ♥ 還會害怕你忽然間離我而去卻不再回來

This is my nick and personal message. It looks so ugly and lame. Somemore with gay-ish heart shapes with it. I always want to change it to something simpler, or into words that make more sense.

But how.

The nick symbolizes every drip of the secondary school memories, while the personal message is what i'm really scared of, from the bottom of my heart.

I wanted my nick to something simpler, but there's just so much things i can't give up for.

Just like life, isn't it?

Who doesn't wants to lead a simple and easy life, but how much are you willing to put down?

2009-11-28T03:07:00.005+08:00

It's completely different now.

Something that you all once shared is missing now.

Just that something. And it might cost a lifetime regret if you guys don't work it out now.

2009-10-19T21:43:00.004+08:00

My legs are aching. My feets are suffering. Still adapting to the pair of new shoes.

TODAY. First day, first lesson, FOM. I overslept :D HAHA, so expected of me. I got a feeling that i'll, and i really did! Then i sleep until 11plus haha. They say the FOM teacher until very strict and scary. Haix, hope it's a blessing in disguise. CRS was damn cui lar. Constantly discouraged by all of them! Sob!

Then went for Violin lesson! I stayed there for almost two hours! Haha, and i'm still very lousy. Haix. I got a shock when Niao saw me, haha cause she shouted. Mushroom and ahly sounds excited for wednesday! Poor Eleanor, if you was being neglected. Sorry sorry!! If you know them, you will understand how fun it is to crap with them :D

And then went to 768 to eat MAC with KeQi. Haha.

2009-10-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

Tamago Foo May Cheng, a very bad person :D

Bad quality picture. But you get the main idea jiu hao. Haha. TAMAGO don't wanna accompany me go learn Dance, i'm not going to learn swimming with you too :P

2009-10-18T22:35:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's yesterday was the CSCC Cultural Outing. Our meeting place was Dhoby Ghaut, cultural's lao di fang, to buy food (a lot a lot of food). Then we went to Marina Barrage for our PICNIC. Haha, it was damn hot and scorching, but at the same time it was windy too. Such a nice place for sun-tanning, the weather was sooo fine, colour contrasting from the sky to the patch of green grasses below was damn breath-taking!

The picnic was quite random, cause after we finished our food, and the GUYS camwhoring, then we had nothing left to do. We ended up playing cards, and even play games! It was like a camp game lor! Haha. How original of us, to play ice-breaking games during picnic!

Then when we left for somewhere with shade, i got a big shock! WTH. I became even darker! And it's not the kind of bronzy tanned skin, it was blacker! T.T Then they were talking about how ugly it looks. I'd thought i reached maximum liao, cannot become darker, and the sun managed to prove me wrong! Sob.

Later on, we took train back to Dhoby Ghaut -.-. See! How shallow we were. So we had our dinner at JustAcia. Lol, the place which SheeMin brought me previously. I only ordered a drink since i spent over budget and being damn thirsty. After the dinner, we thought we were going home, the WE only involved KeQi, Fiona, Jim and me. And then they were like persuading and half-begging for us to go drinking with them. Melvin was super funny! When i say super, it meant SUPER DUPER UBER FREAKING hilarious. Haha, then ended up KeQi was convinced, then the three of us followed. Haha.

The drink place was at Instana Park. They drank, we played True/Dare (laughable but not truthful enough), they throw shoes into the water and then the four of us went back around 10pm while the rest continued. Long day.

Yesterday went to KBox with Karen & Sam. So long didn't see them lor! Then coincidentally saw JunHao in the train and he was dwelling over us enjoying while he needs to work. Haha. So anyway, we just go AMK's. We packed a lot of food before checking in. Then... overall. Karen is still Karen who sang softly and so afraid of several songs because of bad memories. Sam is still sam whose voice is so nice that will makes you tear up because she sang it so touchable.

Then me and Karen went to Mac to slack, till around 11plus and blah blah blah. Disaster after that. I didn't go home, instead stayed over at KeQi's house. Haha, she's willing to shou liu me, like a refugee sia! :(

Today, haix. Marina Barrage again haha. KeQi wanna take photos there. Got KeQi, JiaEn, PeiShan and me :D Was damn low, extremely moody and easily irritated today. The kid inside JiaEn was awake when she saw kites flying in the sky. So we bought a Sotong kite, which JiaEn named it as "Xiao Tong" Haha. Then they had great fun flying it while my mood still swinging and swinging. It was tough, to fly a kite but i think they enjoyed it very much. Then went back to Causeway to eat KFC and go home!

End of post. More pictures to be uploaded!

OMG. Tomorrow is school reopen day! SIAN. I don't like studying!! So dreaded to go back!

2009-10-16T00:36:00.005+08:00

YueXiu demanded for me to put this in my blog. On that day at Nor's house, the two of us played a game called "20 QNs", it's kinda like true/dare but without the dare part. At first i stated that the questions must be nothing related to idols. But we still ended up digressing back to that area. And she asked me to post this.

To YueXiu, Kim Jae Joong from DBSK is more than an idol to her.

Happy?

I realised that recently, I had been playing pool quite frequently. Haha, both swimming pool and pool. Because of sister lor! Haha, but my skill is still stuck at beginner, or maybe worst. Haix, then KQ was complaining about her hand pain, she played too much pool this week too!

Ended up accepting my fate, and stay in SPOT. Cause everything is too troublesome, and i hate troubles! If i were to grab one GEMS right, i'll either choose Psychology or Music Appreciation. But no point, because i can't take anyway. Thanks KQ for accompanying me to go school at that early bird hour, somemore it turns out a waste trip. And for taking care of me motherly when i was unwell. Haha. But it's still okay! Since i'm in the same slot with XinNi & Lionel!! :D

After the camp, i realised i'm really really passionate for SPSE. Lol. But seriously, the kind of bonds between sub-comms and all the fun we had, though most of the time we crapped, but it's so enjoyable that i wanted to go for this cca everyday. Went on Tues and thurs. Tues was for lesson and fun! But Seven and i missed the sports because we're both, so coincidentally, going for Japanese restaurant. She went Sakura and i met KQ, Taeyeon-lover and sista at Yishun for Sakae Sushi. Damn full! Haha.

Then thursday was for the publication stuff, which ended up quite a failure because Photoshop is not a one-day thing, and also the distractions. Jacky is a pig. Haha. He came in the morning and said he was full since he had breakfast at home. And the next moment, he went to get a 2-piece chicken meal! And his lunch portion is like he has been starving for few days! Haix. Anyway i had great fun in LT14B today! It was actually a Karaoke in disguise! HAHAHA, then cally, elaine and me was damn crazy during lunch lar! Kept singing and singing non-stop! They both have great voices! But glad that we listen to same genre of songs!

Today's practice was depressing. LIGHTLY ROW! But i can't even play this well T.T kill me. I'm such a failure.

Posting pictures another day.

2009-10-13T00:26:00.002+08:00

I ain't putting on a poker face.

2009-10-12T23:14:00.003+08:00

BLAH BLAH black sheep.

Today i went swimming (or you may say floating) with MC, YX and nor at nor's condo. Her house damn near YewTee MRT! We spend the whole afternoon there and left before it rains. Then after our snacks time, we went to her house. I thought it was quite beautiful~ Haha. Then we have dinner and played WII until around 7pm. Haha, i think my gaming skills is getting better! :D It was so fun today. Charlene should come, it will be better! :D

Then travelled back home and took my laptop, went to 768 Mac to look for JO. Haha! JOANNA NG PEPSI ROCKS SIA! Because she gave me Adobe Photoshop :D Haha, was damn high lar!

These days SPSE is being active in both facebook and msn. All are spamming.

2009-10-12T02:15:00.002+08:00

還會害怕你忽然間離我而去卻不再回來 ♥

2009-10-12T01:48:00.003+08:00

Life is like a cone of Ice-cream. It melts before you know it. Cherish it while you could still enjoy it.

2009-10-11T02:19:00.003+08:00

Felt so lazy but still- MC asked me to update so i'm here.

A three days two nights camp, it was short yet it felt fulfilling and complete. The funky and enthu camp wasn't really what we sub-comms expected. Reminds me of the amount of stress Seven was having before the camp, torturous. But it seriously turns out to be, quite a success.

The night before the camp was long. I remembered there's a MSN conference and it lasted long and ended late. I only started packing my bags a few hours before i set off for camp. Janice and I reached the clubhouse a little too early, it's all my fault to meet her at 9am :P when briefing only starts at 10. Haha, so anyway both of us waited and finally when most people reported, they gave a very short brief on what we organisers should be doing. I couldn't help but felt lost and nervous then. Any circumstances could happen. And then we'll fail. It just takes that much to ruin the camp. Haix. A lot of negative thoughts popped out that time. Especially since it was the first camp that i'd participated in organising.

After most campers assembled... well, registration was honestly, quite a mess. Albeit the quantity was pathetic. Hopefully next time we'll be better. Anyway, the atmosphere was quite tense during the first few ice-breaking games. Can't blame it, since the year one campers were not familiar with any other members or seniors. We played a number of them just to make sure we get to know each other's names and sections. Then blah blah blah. The deepest impression then was Tiffany. LOL, haha since she's sitting beside me and she's like, very enthu i guess? Haha. So be honored ok!

Then we split into our groups. I was with GINA. Haha! Then the members were Tiffany, Sin Yee, Jason and Wei Qin, and Chewy later on. I thought our group name was superb. DO RE MI. It's related, short, easy to pronounce and lovely! Haha. The other groups are Niao's "Andante(spelling?)" and Xin Ni's "Crescendo(???)". See that's what i mean? Isn't our group name the best? Haha! Anyway, we started off with creating cheers, we came up with 500 cheers haha. Then lionel said he's going to add us 10000 points. LOL. So we camp up with around 5 cheers? But we end up sticking to one or two only. Gina and I were trying our best to get enthu haha. And more participation from them, hopefully it does :D

Things get better during the first event, our Amazing Race! It's a treasure hunt game in Orchard. Our group got the privilege to go first. We completed it as the first too! Haha the honor and pride! This game was tiring, my leg's muscles still hurt till now, a right pair of shoes is essential for running activities, seriously! Sin Yee was great in the Amazing Race, she has the best stamina among us haha! The question on hole digging by the annoying station master- Lionel Choong Xing Jie, was also solved by her. Haha! We, the other three girls were very CUI haha. I think Cally was highly impressed by our group's speed haha. When we went over to her station, the last one, she was still eating, BurgerKing somemore! Haha! So anyway, like what Tiffany kept on rambling on, how can our group be so ZAI? Lol :D

Back to school, Chewy joined in. We had our rest, dinner and then short games while other sub-comms were preparing for the night-walk. The games was unexpectedly well-received. Haha. We played Charades and a game which i named it "Pass the message". It was fun, seeing campers do weird actions, we were just responsible of laughing and watching :D The spirit was liften up a bit, hopefully. Then we went to LT14 for Movie-screening. It was a horror, Dead Silence. Some movie on revived dolls. The entire LT felt eerie. Only Elaine was laughing and laughing like there's no tomorrow haha! She was totally cracked up! And it was because of the movie, weird bird she is. I missed most of the movie, running some errands with Seven & ZhongHoo.

After the movie was over, we went back to clubhouse for a briefing on the night-walk. Some ghost-stories telling, then experience sharings, and until the campers were almost ready, we set off for the night-walk! The main objective of the night-walk was to find as many lightsticks of your own group's as possible. In the process, there will be Angels and Demon, helping or sabotaging your group respectively. Our group also did some performance, in order to get more rewards. So we did "Sorry sorry" and "Nobody" dance. Haha. It was cool, totally. Probably other groups might not think so, but for me, i enjoyed the whole night-walking. We had a lot of fun and laughter. And DoReMi managed to collect the most lightsticks! Round of applause :D The demons were trying to snatch away my lightsticks but they didnt know those wasn't official, those were lightsticks which i "kop" from Seven! Haha. And the night ends, for the campers. Us sub-comms had a debrief section that kept us up till 5 or 6. One of the feedbacks was that the minute wasn't detailed enough :X, sorry. It was a tired but entertaining day!

Second day, i felt all my energy drained off. I simply couldn't get myself to be high. We had breakfast, then lesson! A two-hours violin practice, cool. The time went so fast that i didn't realise two-hours were up. Jason was teaching, it was weird that our roles changed so immediately haha. Then carry on with a Auction event. We uses our lightsticks that we'd collected previously to buy auctioned items. Those items were for mascot-making purpose. Then next on was a short group discussion on what we want to do as a mascot and what is our camp-fire performance.

And then Station Games. Was short and sweet. We'd decided to go slowly, instead of rushing like the day before. But we still finished the first. Station games were very messy haha, with flour and water going on. Lionel's station was disgusting, thank god we were the first group. And luckily i wasn't in "Andante", i don't want to be in the same state as Niao. Haha, poor thing.

Then free time for discussions and preparations for the Camp-fire performance and mascots. The mood was quite low since everyone was quite tired. We went for some quick bath during the free time. And when we came back, Gina and I were totally amazed by the beautiful Juliet casted by Chewy! Haha, sh-- he's seriously chiobu! With a feminine-figure, ignore the glasses, and fake boobs which were saggy. Haha, if MengJian's were R21, Chewy's were D24! :D

So the Campfire night was quite short since we only had 3 groups. Our group did a performance on Taylor Swift's Love Story, featuring Jason, the guitarist. It's a theme on memories and Sin Yee suggested that we do like a memory in the musical box. Then since our mascot was so successful, we decided to make him to be the Juliet and Wei Qin as the Romeo! Haha, they will then act and dance to the lyrics~ Haha, it was really entertaining! The whole campfire was about laughing at Chewy.

Then second day night, a number of campers went home. We played Charades in the Dance Studio later in the night. It was fun though we were already quite tired. All those songs and movies were damn difficult, and mostly i didn't even heard of it before! That bad. Haha. Then had a good sleep that night. Beside Niao who still lives in her "mattress era" haha!

Third day, went for a breakfast at Mac. I was the second slowest to finish my food. Seven was worst than me :P Then rest for a little and then proceed for our tradition game. The captain's ball. FUN! Damn hilarious to see Niao and XinNi in the same position when the ball was throw towards them haha! Though i'm damn bad in sports, but i still have zillion lots of fun. LOVE IT! :D And that calls for an end to the 3days 2nights The More We Get Together Camp!

After clearing up, we went for a lunch and sat there for a long time just to talk. I think we'd really bonded well, at least most of us! For example, I get to know GINA better! Haha, the forever glamorous TaiTai. XinNi, talks with active facial expressions! Elaine, will be known as the Niao from now on, don't drink coffee. Jacky, sprout nonsense in the midnight. *Actually every moment* Janice, don't like to sleep with me T.T Xin Yee, spoiler in the photos. Lionel, shall be labelled as annoying. Jia Hui, loves Zhang Xin Zhe hahaha. ZhongHoo, don't really wanna know about him hahaha! Joking. Twins: HAHAHA, i can recognise them individually :D so proud of myself! Cally, lame lame lame lame lame lame lame haha. Susan, looks like a alumni!! Haha, she looks damn mature. Kim, went back first! Haha, very efficient. Seven, unbeatable mushroom :D

That's all. Anticipating for the next outing! :D

2009-10-02T00:27:00.003+08:00

Here is an AA announcement.

Why didn't you all tag if you'd read my blog?

PLEASE TAG :D

2009-09-30T15:46:00.015+08:00

Back from Chalet, started from 27th September (JE menses 3rd day while PS, 1st) :) till 30th September 2009. WAHAHAHA.

I didn't go for the CSCC connection camp, due to some personal issues which KQ thought was a bit inappropriate to reveal, but for me, it's perfectly alright. Haha. But anyway, luckily that issue didn't last to the first day of the chalet. Otherwise, i'll be suffering alone in a corner, bloodily.

OK, first day was alright, but i was tired so i ended up sleeping early. We met at Admiralty MRT for breakfast, or brunch. We ate KFC, haha, so uncreative. Then KQ realised that she left the receipts at home and JE need to go to SH's sister's friend's house to fetch the alcohol, so they went together. Leaving us crappers sit there and stare at each other and talk rubbish. Though with their existence, we might still be in the same crappy situation haha. During their disappearance, I got myself the eye-masks that i always wanted! Hehe.

The details of the long journey taken to reach Tampines, on a bus, shall be excluded. Except that JE forgot to bring her ear-piece and making PS, and WY later on, to suffer with her. Poor them hahaha. When we finally got to the chalet room, we were kind of exhausted, collapsed to the beds, if i did remember it correctly. So anyway, we readjusted the beds, settled down our belongings and then started our activities! :)

We started off with the games, proudly presented to you by WY, JE and I! Due to the fact that i don't want to be punished or waste much energy, I volunteered to be the Game Master, LOL. Haha, actually, with or without game-masters, the game could still carry on. But since they didn't bother, then I didn't too! Haha. The first game we played was Taboo and we ended up losing either our voice, or our hearing ability. They shouted like cavemen who found meat at their doorsteps. Note it's THEY, not we :) Then the forfeit for the losers was to do sexy poses. Hopefully, i can get hold of those unglam pictures asap haha. Helen, who didn't seem willing, end up doing it so happily when it's with the group.

Then we played Charades, haha, it's like a tradition. So anyway, it goes like this, the group help their opponents to think of the guessing words and then the opponents will act as what the group has written, haha. It's full of fun. Whoever wrote "Porn" or "Flirtatious people", please refrain from admitting, you never know what those people can do to you. Haha, video on FB. Then the forfeit was, the loser team shall bath last. But Si Helen broke this rule anyway. Hahaha.

The "Of-course" game ended up becoming a failure. Blame it on the two horny kia, JE & MC. They started the trend of saying rated stuff, haha. It's a game, originated from Korea's variety shows, you need to say something about your opponent, somethings that they faced difficulties admitting, and then the opponent will have to say "of-course", if they can't, they'll need to do the forfeit. The winner will get to use weapons - Lipstick, eye-liner (think or thin), to draw on the loser's face! Haha. I had fun drawing! Hope you guys like my art.

Then we played Poker, winners get to draw again. By the end of the day, our faces were so full of doodles that there's no extra space for any already. But the main thing is, we enjoyed ourselves while drawing and playing :D.

That night was spent watching movies and some drank a tad bit of alcohol. Albeit still enough for JE to get high. Then I slept like dead log.

Second day was eventful, to me. We went to E-Hub for our lunch then we bought some foods and drinks as our dinner. Then when we went back to the room. We decided to play mahjong in the midst of watching TV. So we four anti-senile-ists played mahjong while the others sleep through the whole afternoon. I won a little, seriously, luck build upon venue. WY and me are so not going to play at KQ's house anymore. Note, it's just a sentence, nothing serious. HAHA.

Then PS and I wanted to watch "Da Vinci Code" but the time crashes with the TV programme about Fann Wong and Christopher Lee's wedding. Under huge pressure and loud whinings, we gave in. Haha. Anyway, I was also curious about it too. So we pause that disc and watch that instead haha.

After that we played True/Dare using Indian Poker style. Highest card play true while lowest do dare, if I'm not wrong. Haha, those alcoholics played this game haf-consciously, because they were drinking all along since the game started! Haha. JE's toilet dare was damn hilarious! Haha, too bad, everything said or done that day must be kept enclosed, otherwise, hehehe. No lar, just joking.

Then the night ends with KQ vomitting, kept saying sorry~, being gentle, which was quite an unseen side of her haha. She was having a very bad headache and was dizzy, she really had too much alcohol. And Susan predicted that the first thing she'll say in the next morning will be "I'll stop drinking!" Haha, she was absolutely right. But if KQ knew how much mess she was in the night before, she'll scrub herself until one layer of skin drops off, literally. Anyway, IT'S OKAY KEQI! You'll also take care of us when we're in your state right? So, stop your sorry-ing. Haha.

Then next morning, the day we check out of our chalet room. Was rather short of time, but i guess it's because we all woke up late, or don't want to wake up so early. Haha. Then we went to KouFu to eat our breakfast, with a nauseated KQ walking like a snail. Fortunately, she got better after talking and laughing about JE's disgraceful acts. Then we parted and headed home after a trip to Causeway for JE to bank in her cheque and repair her handphone.

That was long :D Teeheee.

Signing Off;
I missed Air-Con.

2009-09-24T22:40:00.004+08:00

ARGH.

In a dilema. HEADACHE. Even after it's solved, I'm still feeling uneasy. Either solution, I'll feel it though.

ARGH.

This world is so fucking UNFAIR. No one is going to care about the hidden truth, they just assume what they saw or heard was right. I am going to pray, that I'll never see that ignorant lecturer again!

Haix. Just whining and complaining.

I WANNA GO OVERSEAS.

ABANDONING EVERYTHING

TIRED.

2009-09-21T19:00:00.008+08:00

Blogger is temporaily fine. Hopefully it'll always be in this state.

Today PS reminded me to put my adobed-products here. HAHAHA, and since blogger is being nice to me, i shall do it!

Before & After :D

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My favourite piece, featuring MIN SUN YE.

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2009-09-09T21:06:00.001+08:00

TODAY is 090909. And I'm with MayCheng and YueXiu the whole day. So wasted! Hahaha. No lar. So we went out to shop. I was surprised that i spent so much money on miscellaneous stuff. I bought one dress, which is surprisingly not really my style, and a very cheap necklance :), with the shape of a bird.

Then the three of us went to Cineleisure for movie, COCO AVANT CHANEL. I thought it was okay, though expecting better but the other two seem impressed by it. After the movie, we sat at The Coffee Club for coffee and some food, spending the evening there haha. And then we head home. YueXiu was so proud that she was the first to got off the MRT. No big deal hahaha.

Yesterday night was web-caming with MayCheng, YueXiu and MeiSang. Apparently MC and MS went over to YX's house to stay over. Hobos, haha! Anyway, it was quite relaxing doing so. At least it makes midnight seems less frightening. Then I'd decided to follow their hobo path and going to spend my night at YX's house on sunday, 20th after my CSCC meeting. We shall watch AADBSK-3, crap and gossip together. Sounds fun, like a pajamas party. Oh well, if YX read this part, she'll definitely whine about that HAMTARO PAJAMAS! I want that too >.<

Before that MC was asking me to join them yesterday, but since I was playing mahjong with KeQi, PeiShan and WeiYi at KQ's house, so i rejected. And MC replied me back, cursing me to lose mahjong. Haha, fortunately lady luck was with me yesterday. That should be the first time i won so much at KeQi's house. Haha.

2009-09-06T06:49:00.000+08:00

The only thing that don't change is everything changes.

Photographs are beautiful, they capture moments. And it stays forever until you decided to destroy it. How I wish memories sojourns at kodak moments, at least they preserve the most wonderful scenes, before everything turns sour.

2009-09-03T01:53:00.001+08:00

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2009-08-20T00:28:00.001+08:00

My emotions are like a zipped folder, compressed and compiled.

2009-08-10T02:14:00.001+08:00

Can You Hear Me?

2009-08-05T21:33:00.003+08:00

I can be moody, emotional and irrational. But I am not one, when i am really moody, emotional and irrational. Don't understand? Its okay. I've never beg for anyone to understand my trueself.

If there's someone i wanted to apologise so much in this pathetic world, it would be myself. Sorry, i still can't let you out. If you were to apply the drama concept on me, it would be {I've locked my heart} but screw it, the key to open it was locked inside too.

I'm never one to express, nor confess. So don't expect me to behave according to my emotions. Hypocrites? Whatever you call that.

~~I don't know what to say, but i just wanted to say something using my blog. I seriously have no idea what i really wanted to tell you all, those lost and confused audience who read till here.~~

I'm not someone who gives praises generously as if they were free-gifts, though it really don't cost. I'm not someone who says sorry whenever i did something wrong, call it pride or whatever. I'm not someone who speaks my mind, i'm rebellious, even towards myself. I'm also not someone who cries a bucket of tears when i'm upset and hurt, not just in front of people, behind too.

Must the words be spoken in order for it to be true? If they're not sincere, what's the point of saying it out. But if you're truly sincere, how can the other party can't feel it? To some people, i might be a constant-spoiler. I says things that are practical and realistic when people are drowning in their dreams and imaginations. I crap when people are serious.

During my childhood days, i remember i loved to watch dramas that have exaggerating scenes and expressions, but i can't remember whether was i laughing at the funny scenes or mocking at them then. Honestly, do people really use so many nerves and muscles to express one feeling? I'm never one who shows my true feelings. Okay, maybe not to the extent of "never", but i'm not used to it. I think probably being happy, it should be my truest emotions i have showed. Why? I finally realised, it's because i suck.

"Who says you need to cry like there's no tomorrow in order to be really sad? And who says those who're not crying aren't hurting?"

I may be like a piece of stone, emotionless or bloodless. But definitely, i don't feel like a peice of stone. It's just the rebellious side of me taking over my heart, mind and soul. So, please, flip my heart over to the other side, there's actually a secret alley there for you to enter.

And here is the little me who thinks that she's talking a whole lot of philosophy that can let every criminals turn into a leaf, that makes every mother understand how their children really wanted a Ipod nano 16gb, and makes every younger sister feel bad for stealing her sister's accessories, but actually it's all nonsense. :D, Karen, seriously, this is Hebelosophy. But no, in my blog, this is TANGJIELOSOPHY.

2009-06-28T20:58:00.003+08:00

I like this. Taken from Poetry for Pleasure. I thought it was good. It's by Jacqueline Brown.

Have You Ever Thought?

A comb has teeth but can't bite,

A shoe has a tongue but can't talk,

Rulers have feet and tables have legs

Yet neither of them can walk.

A chair has an arm but no elbow,

A clock has two hands but can't hold,

Hills have brows, and corn has ears

Though they never turn blue in the cold.

Needles and spuds have eyes

But not one of them can see,

And though a jug has a lip, and a tunnel a mouth,

They can't drink coffee or tea.

Rocks and clocks have faces,

Books have backs and a spine,

A well's got a bottom, a sausage as skin;

There's a neck on a bottle of wine.

Roads have hard shoulders but can't shrug,

A car has a body plus parts,

Tools have chests and chimneys have breasts.

But only people - and lettuce - have hearts!

2009-06-25T22:28:00.005+08:00

Study plans failed badly.

2009-06-25T10:24:00.002+08:00

Hey! I am:

SAVING MONEY FOR 2011.

I wanna go Japan and Korea by then :D

Gambatte & hwaiting~

Those who wanna go with me, please start saving too :D We must be independent!

2009-06-25T09:31:00.003+08:00

Woohoo, i didn't sleep yesterday! Haha, because i studied for two hours and to reward myself, i played comp. for the whole night :D Haha. I might not know how you think, but i find it quite effective hahahaha! Just joking.

Anyhow, this morning, my inner-chef awoke and thought that i should prepare some breakfast for my family members :D And yep. Firstly i changed the tea-leaves for the pot of tea for my father cause he usually will have a cup in the morning, then add in hot water. Haha, ok that's crap.

Then i prepare the plates and start to fry some eggs. The first one came out bad but the color was the nicest of all. Then followed by two egg over, though quite badly done too. T.T And lastly i thought of doing a sunny-side up but it ended up having the same appearance as the prevous two, so i guess it should be "over easy". I failed at frying eggs. Then i tried to fry some hotdogs to make it looks like a English breakfast but urgh, frying hotdogs suck! It turned out burnt.

HAIX. I should pick up cooking lessons.

2009-06-25T08:30:00.005+08:00

I fell in love with classical musics. Or should i say recover my interest because i used to like them a lot in the past. Haha, seriously! Not that i'm acting got taste. Haha.

I especially like Franz Schubert. For his Ständchen/ Serenade D957, i thought it's one of his saddest piece of music. I felt like i were lost in somewhere, searching for something that i couldn't figure it out what is it. Haha, here is acting class. Anyway like what KeQi says,

imagine is a big word.

But it's not illegal :D

Here's the music: (Ignore the pictures, i thought it'll spoil the feel)
The hotlink is: Youtube, by LonelyMoonRise

2009-06-23T20:33:00.002+08:00

Ok. It's seriously time to focus! Yeah and look at my schedule :D

Tues: today, which is going to end soon.

Wed: -

Thurs: ITAB projects

Fri: Revise with KeQi

Sat: 4E2 class outing

Sun: -

Mon: MOB!!!!

Great. I only done one chapter of Stats. So i should really bang my head on the wall and... get hospitalised to skip exams. OK, ignore me.

2009-06-23T17:46:00.002+08:00

can you all HEAR my blogsongs?

These are the following songs that i put. Please comment whether you all are able/ unable to hear it. I mean once you click in to my blog :D Say cheese.

Dong Bang Shin Ki : Bolero
Super Junior : Sorry Sorry
Girls' Generation : Gee
SS501 : U r man

2009-06-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

Yahooooo. Today we complete filming the interview for EC! :D It's a long day!

It started quite badly though, then when we arrived at yx's aunt house, things start to turn better. Do all her relatives have big houses like her? Sob. Anyway, her aunt is so good and friendly. She's cute and funny too! Anyway, hope the editing video part can go smoothly~

2009-06-21T10:10:00.002+08:00

Ok great, finished Nodame Cantabile. Stayed up the whole night for that. It's a interesting drama with a lot of exaggerating expressions and actions haha, and that drive my enthusiasm on to continue watching though i was tired. I seriously think that the actors were sacrificing their "se xiang", especially handsome Hiroki Tamashi with his occasionally stupid expressions. I avoid drinking water when scenes like that are going on. I like the relationship that Nodame and Chiaki share~ It's so sweet though Chiaki kept hiding his true feelings and treat Nodame harshly but yet cares for Nodame, more than anyone else :) Aw. I still have two episodes of special, but i think i need a recharge. Haha, sounds so like Zettai Kareshi.

Jaa~ Recharging in process.

2009-06-21T00:48:00.002+08:00

Finally watched finish "Zettai Kareshi". That drama wasn't as great as what i thought. The plot for lover robots was good but i thought the whole drama was rather dull. But i like Hiro Mizushima's charismatic character inside. I thought that was the only thing that drive me to continue the drama. I don't mean that this drama was bad but it's just boring and draggy to some sense. Probably more developments on the storyline will be better :)

Hehe, next on will be Nodame Cantabile. Finally watching this, i'd procrastinated it for quite long. I heard it was good. Hope i could enjoy my remaining holiday with good dramas~

2009-06-21T00:42:00.002+08:00

CUT MY HAIR!

Haha, though there's not much difference. Hehes. Anyway went to cut hair with KeQi and JiaEn. Damn my creditor list is full. Anyway, KeQi's hairstyle was nice i thought, the hairstylist was good though she took quite a long time that me and JiaEn wait until don't remember what we're waiting for. Haha, after that the rain became bigger and bigger and we ended up sitting at the void deck to chat.

2009-06-19T15:18:00.002+08:00

It has been a movie week for me, i watched three movies in a week and that explains why i'm so broke. Haha.

First was Dance, Subaru. I watched it with JiaEn and KeQi. It's one that i was anticipating to watch due to the fact that Kuroki Meisa was the lead actress, and a plus point to it was that DBSK had 20 seconds appearance. Lol, but i'm not someone who watched for the sake of that 20seconds. Anyway, it turns out to be a good movie. Though i don't really like the director's style. Haha. Movies with dance featured are supposed to be nice, this is what KeQi thought, and i second that. I think so too because they make use of human's softest point for their dreams and passion to touch the audience. And i'm impressed by Meisa, seriously, though she's inexperienced in dancing and her acting wasn't professional (that's what other says which i don't really agree to it), but i could see how she pour her heart out when she's acting. I think she might found something alike in dancing and acting. Dancing is not how the choreographer told you how your feet should move, its about your soul leading your body to where it should be. And same goes to acting. Acting is not how the director instruct you the expressions that you should carry, its about how your heart bring out the emotions that you should express. I guess no one knew better than Kuroki Meisa herself.

And i like what Liz Park, acted by Go Ara told Mana, the impact of that sentence... Anyway the last dance scene was the best i thought.

Then later on i watched it the second time with Karen and WenJie haha. WenJie was completely captivated by Meisa's charisma haha! And watching it the second time i discovered some misstep in the movie. Hehe.

Another two movies were watched on the same day. Originally we plan to watch Ghost of Girlfriend's past with JiaRen but he said he's still young, so he's not suitable to watch romance. Weird logic. So we changed it to Night at the Museum 2. It's funny i think. But the cause of the problems are quite illogical. But nevertheless i had a good laugh.

Then afterwards KeQi and I continued our second movie, Ghost of Girlfriend's Past while JiaRen went back home. I thought that movie was bad. The only good thing i could think about is the lesson learnt for players and due to the fact that i'm not, so it wasn't really a plus point that i would add for the movie. I think the movie went to fast for the flow, but sometimes too slow that you take a small nap in the middle and you'll still know what's going on. And because most of the parts are going too fast, the character's emotions were developed at an extremely fast speed, probably this moment he's still laughing, next he might probably be shouting and crying. So i find it very irritating. But it might be like what KeQi says, the company have budget constrain so they try to cut short the movie duration! Haha.

Then i also wanna blog about that K event with Catherine and her wives. Haha. It was a rare opportunity for so many of us to gather together. Haha. But such a pity that WeiYi was feeling extremely unwell that day so she can't join in the fun, the shoutings to be precise. Haha. Anyway I really enjoyed myself on that day. Though i wasn't being myself for not snatching the mic =.= it was what they kept saying. But spending those time with friends, i think the money was well-spent. Haha, and i swear to get myself a camera in one year! Haha, it's all because of Cheryl haha! And i remember JiaEn kept saying the waiter was very handsome. Hahaha. Can't stand her! She almost got his number. Oh poor me for being there haha! No lar. Anyway, lets have this kind of gathering more often and compensate WeiYi's loss for not being there on that day!

Life's been boring. But i don't want school to reopen so soon! I haven taste the sweetness of holiday yet. And i haven been focusing on studies and projects. Gosh, keep delaying serious work. :(

2009-06-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

I did a facebook quiz and found out that it sounded quite true (:

This is the results :

You were born on 20th of August 1992.

:: Conservative.
:: Sensitive and traditional.
:: Only will act when clearly know what must be done.
:: Hardworking and like to work but uncooperative.
:: Attract to outdoor activity and feel the nature connection.
:: Patient and stubborn at times.
:: Must learn to being flexible.

Famous people that share your personalities : Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina Turner, Paul Hogan.

And i didn't know margaret thatcher was born on the same day as me.

2009-06-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

URGHhhhhh!
ADOBE PHOTOSHOPPPP!!!

2009-06-10T15:55:00.002+08:00

Being so self these days.

I was supposed to reach home around 8.30 but ended up walking woodlands alone and only to reach home at 9 going 10.

Then feeling the impulse to be alone today, to go mall alone, to drink coffee alone and to eat alone. Something triggered the loner-self inside. I don't what is it.

2009-06-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

I was tagged by WeiYi on facebook to complete this list and i find the qns and my answers very interesting. So i decided to post it up here :D

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response.)

If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute..

YR: Mirror was invented for nothing.

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome..

YR: I admit you do look good from far. But now... you're far from looking good.

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!

YR: Who is that one person in this world named "everyone" ?, you mean your mother?

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..

YR: Ya seriously, you can even talk and annoy everyone at the same time! So multi-talented.

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.

YR: No wonder economy crisis is happening.

If an annoying pretty woman/handsome guy says:
1) I know you like me.

YR: What? You mean you only realised it now?

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!

YR: But i'm always interested in looking at fools.

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!

YR: Awww.

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!

YR: WHEN i am rich, don't dream that i will get a ride with you.

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!

YR: The whole universe IS NOT laughing behind your back, serious!

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:
1) I think you and I can make a good couple.

YR: I'd really like to see things from your point of view, but i can't bring my eye to the level of your ass.

2) May I have your cell phone number, please please please pleaseeeee?

YR: 9xxxxxxx, remind me to change my number later. Thanks.

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night..

YR: Alright, but i'm not picking you up from the mental hospital.

4) What do you like about me?

YR: If they say flaws make perfection, i'll like everything of you.

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!

YR: I would want to say it, but what's my opinion compared to the thousand others ><.

If your enemy says:
1) Hi bitch!

YR: Please stop looking at the reflection from my eyes.

2) You smell like shit!

YR: I never know shit smell better than you.

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!

YR: Pardon me, but you're obviously mistaking me for someone who gives a damn.

4) What an ugly creature you are!

YR: I would have liked to insult you, but the sad truth is that you wouldn't understand me.

5) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!

YR: Best of luck.

If your annoying ex says:

1) I still love you...

YR: sorry but i'm allergic to bullshit.

2) I know you still love me!

YR: Assumptions make up stupidity.

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby..

YR: Everyone has the right to be stupid but you're obviously abusing the privilege.

4) Please call me...

YR: me me me me me me me me me me...

5) The break up hurts me so much..

YR: The last thing I want to do is hurt you again, but it's still on the list.

If an annoying salesperson says:
1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!

YR: I heard you saying that to the previous 14 customers too.

2) Seriously, I used this product and look at me, I am changed!

YR: So you're trying to discourage me to buy it...?

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!

YR: So i look poor to you.

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..

YR: Dont speak unless you have something smart to say. Well, it will be a very quiet future for you.

5) That product is not good; it causes pimples all over your face.

YR: Please, keep talking. I always yawn when I am interested.

:D

2009-06-01T11:06:00.003+08:00

Finally presented our IDEAs~ It's like "phew, finally!" Though Alan kept emphasising that his comments aren't suppose to be destructive, instead it should give us a rough idea what we should be expecting from other modules, but it still somehow affect our confidence in a negative way. Like what Charlene always say; Sien Diao.

And i am updating cause KeQi said i'm a lazy bum. Blehhhh.

2009-05-20T20:48:00.005+08:00

I FELL TODAY.

And it was extremely embarrassing! It's not the kind you fall on the same spot but i kind of "flew" in front. Somemore in lecture hall... and not forget to mention that my shoe flew away.

I regretted not having a better ending pose.

2009-05-19T23:57:00.003+08:00

Updates.

Went to second Hecate's outing for a lunch and a movie and some slacking. I was really headache about planning things, but seeing how they plan... i think it's better to have someone selfish to make a decision otherwise everything will be "anything", "whatever", "it's fine with me anyway". Haha, that's how the planning was done. So firstly we went Waraku, my favourite japanese restaurant to have lunch then watch "X-Men origins" then we went to slack at esplanade. I still remember i had a bowl of Mapo-udon that day and the moment the waitress came in with me dish i thought she was asking me to wash my hands first. Yeah, that's how big the bowl was.

Link for the image of the bowl and relevant pictures for that day.

Next is on gathering in SP. I realised how frequent JiaEn and MC visit SP, then followed by Susan, Cat haha, so that's how ADSS gatherings were formed. It's damn fun when we sit at one table then talk crap and just enjoy each other's presence. Next time i wanna have my turn in NP or any poly!

Then we had our first project meeting at YX's house on particular day to discuss what should we do for IDEAs. Haha, and the routine was exactly what i expected, discuss 20minutes and then explore and play for the rest of the day!

But nevertheless, we still put in effort for the project, judging by the budget we forked in haha! We went to Vienna International Seafood Buffet Restaurant and did our research there and ended up spending $40+. Nothing much to comment cause it should be kept as top confidential secret haha! LOL. So lame.

And then also went K with Karen on one of the weekends, such a long time after our last visit. Hehe and really so sad that in secondary days, we see each other until wanna vomit liao but now it's like prison visits, after a period then can meet up again. Haha, and lately keep on seeing Sam and the funny thing is, it's all coincidental. Good lor Sam, haha, very bias in going out with who! Hehe.

The Singapore Flyer trip with KeQi, Cheryl, MeiChuin, Susan and JiaEn. Haha, wonderful day. Though the flyer part wasn't as good as what i thought, additional to my phobia of heights, it turn out pretty bad. Haha. Didn't take much pictures on the views, it's dark and nothing much to see in S'pore anyway, so most of the pictures are of us. After the flyer thing we went to have dinner. There's always something special about hanging out with friends at night and that's what i feel that night. And somemore because of the long bus trip, causes me to become very emotional. Haha.

KeQi's album on the trip to Flyer :D.

And lastly is something dedicated to Min. Let's have night gathering more frequently bah, it's damn comfortable and sentimental. I felt that the secondary school feeling is still there haha. You know i'm always bad in expressing myself through words. So yeah.

And final thing to say, CHEER UP, to all my friends who's undergoing their hard time in life.

All the problems are like feathers, the more you blow it, the longer it takes to settle down, but once you stop, they will eventually fell to the ground, and you will then realise, they're actually lighter than what you thought. :D

And, not forgetting, the quote above is copyrighted by Tang Jie, the consultant for life. :D

2009-05-19T23:22:00.004+08:00

This post wasn't supposed to be emo, but due to some idoitic family matters, it'll be. Haix, so i'm not totally immuned to bullshit.

Yeah and anyway, i hate you, my dear father.

2009-05-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

I am feeling so sad. Everytime i decided to visit people's blog, i will end up feeling emo & sensitive.

Previously was feeling really down because of the scholarship interview. I suddenly realised how lousy i am, is like... a reality hit. And though i kept saying "I was the one who gave up." but i doubt i will be shortlisted even if i don't, the other competitors are just too strong. But the moment i stepped out of the interview room, a drop of tear escaped out. LOL, say until so emo. Anyway, i was really feeling sad for... i don't know why. Haha, probably i really am weird. It's the feeling that... i don't regret giving it up yet meanwhile i felt sad for giving it up. Haix, i can't really explain myself.

And i was hoping for someone i could confide in and cry out. But at that time, i thought, it's better to keep those tears to myself.

And of course, as much as i'm scared about those height activities in the leadership camp... i felt pity for those tuition grant & scholarship incentives... wasted.

2009-04-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i last updated. And yeah, life now suck. Note my grammer, YueXiu (:

It's bad enough not to see secondary school friend's face everyday, haha, maybe it's not that bad HAHA joking. I mean i still got very good friends in Poly, be it ah-bu they all, or campmates and the tall 171 bully; miss kaypo; 5-yr-old kid; paikia in class & blah blah blah, but i still somewhat feel so lonely. I don't know why. I suck. Yeah.

At first i thought our class will be like 4E2, in terms of bonding and the fun shared, but then i realised, 4E2 is irreplaceable.

But still.

I really wanted to be friends with you all, but i'm afraid to try. Didn't really know what i'm afraid of, maybe i myself think that i'm not that funny & talkative beside you all cause i didn't really let my guards down. It's just come so naturally with old friends who are as ordinary as myself. Crap, i didn't know what i'm talking about. Probably i'm just not comfortable with the sudden change of lifestyle, urgh. And by the way, those who know me well should understands that my english is not really good. So please pardon me if you can't really understand me. Well, i don't understand myself too.

It's a post silently screaming for attention. And i really do hope the class can unite, yup, though it's only gonna be one year.

2009-04-20T22:39:00.004+08:00

It's the first day of school today! Cool, but it's like totally new environment because all my friends are like either different school or different schedule. And it sucks, without being near someone you've known for long, you'll feel insecure haha. Anyway, today was a day meant to confuse freshies i think. Haha. And like what JiaEn says: "I'm not used to poly life!"

The first thing to blog is, i took the wrong train hahaha, and when i message KeQi about it, she laughed at me T.T, so anyway, i still reached SP before time!

The first tutorial was IDEA and i really think it's a very uncool subject. I mean, how long have we been for holidays, it's like four to five months since we last use our brains for good purpose. So the first subject should get our rusty brain started instead of bringing harm to it by killing so many cells at one go. You get what i mean? The teacher wanted us to think of something creative and seriously i can tell you, my head hurts after that lesson. Especially cause we didn't want to be one of his "funny joke to share with future classes" so YueXiu and me was like: think think think. And at first we came up with one, and was being discouraged. Fine. And guess what, CA1 is next thurs, great.

Then next class is Statistics, i really hope it's something like what we've studied during secondary school for stats too! The first lesson was quite fun, i mean intro and light topics was something good to start on. Even though i guess lessons will be quite sian cause Mr martin don't look like someone who entertain the class well. But anyway, i'd gone through Mr. Thoo, haha, just joking. I kind of miss secondary school teachers like Mr. Thoo and his lessons. Haha, then after that we went to KFC to eat as a class.

Next on is MOB lectures, i guess the guys are having a hard time keeping awake and fun time making fun at the lecturer. I took down a lot of notes but when later Justin started testing us, it was as if he's talking about another lecture that we didn't attend, other than the time when he ask, what's the lecturer's name? So that ends the day in school but they later on decided to go town for dinner. And we ended up in Marina Square and enjoy a expensive dinner. Haha. That's all for the day.

2009-04-20T22:18:00.005+08:00

It's a post regarding saturday's barbeque session. LOL. That day was damn humid and most of us are wearing black. So we were like perspiring machines walking in Singapore. So, we met at Kallang MRT station first and ended up same situation as the previous de, those early birds need to wait for the worms. Hmmm, maybe it sounded quite inappropriate that way, okay, whatever. Hehe.

When everyone was present, we took a bus to Parkway, and the funny thing was that; Edward, whom we thought reached there long time ago cause he was one of them contacting all the late-comers, ended up being later than us. Haha, and the excuse he gave was cause he was having a bad hair day. Crap, haha, guys nowadays are vainer than female. I doubt that two face cream he bought from The Face Shop was for his mother haha, just joking. Anyway, we were having our lunch at PastaMania until he came (finally!) haha, just to elaborate, i ate chicken ham & sausages baked rice that day. And it's kind of irony because i dislike cheese. Then we went to TimeZone to slack, its damn fun, i regretted not bringing more money that day!

And then we walk our way to ECP T28, ya, it's a extremely hot & tiring journey. And we can't wait to soak our legs inside the cool seawater! Too bad we didn't plan to soak ourselves that day haha. And then blah blah blah, and they started BBQ, i don't know which nerves of mine went wrong, i kept on doing the bbq-ing work that day instead of eating and serve me right, i ended up with an empty stomach... well, maybe not so empty. It's at least better than Jim.

Something to add on for 16/04, thanks to Charmaine & Edric who accompanied me to CityHall and wasted their MRT fare. I totally appreciates that. And thanks to Charmaine, i had a great time in the party, lol. I'm just so glad that they provided us with air-con. Even though Charmaine and me only knows how to jump and wave our hands. It's cool!

2009-04-19T18:44:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW! Oh my gosh. It's so fast and i don't wanted it to be so fast. Haha.

So sian, after today, life's gonna start on another battle ground and we can't stop until the end of the 3 years when we get our diploma. Eww, i make it too sucky.

Life sucks. But if it don't suck, we'll end up falling off. Haha, get me? It's a cool quote.

2009-04-19T18:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEEMIN, it's again, another late post. Late by two days (:

I have a lot to say but don't know where to start. Haha, hope you could understand me without words.

Anyway, my plan for her birthday was crashed cause i mistook Bukit Batok for Bukit Timah. Don't blame me, i hadn't sleep for 2 days when i plan that! So sorry >< Haha. Her birthday present ended up being belated cause i couldn't find that album at HMV and need to send an shipping order instead. Sob. We went to CCk lot 1 to celebrate cause there's a Zinc shop there. Dude, so random. Haha, we went to buy her presents first, got her a zinc bag which the birthday girl use her own money to buy, and accessories and the rest of the money on ice-cream and others. Haha, hope you'll like all of them.

Then we went to watch 17again on her 17th birthday. Zac Efron! Haha, he's so funny inside. I had a good time laughing. Then Pizza Hut for early dinner, eating while making fun of that Mickey Mouse which Gladys got her for present. Haha. Then have ice-cream, went to sembawang to slack and ended up at her house eating fruit cake. A long day i must say. Reached home at around twelve midnight. Haha.

And wish you had a happy birthday! She's 17th on the 17th. Lol. Hope all your wishes come true.

2009-04-19T17:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAEN. This is an overdued post for 8 days. And it's your fault entirely JiaEn, if you're born 8 days later, this post will be on time! HAHA, that's so lame.

Anyway, Ah-Xiao! (or you're ah-fou? I forgotten liao, identity crisis haha) You're 17 le! Oh my god, time passes so fast, remember the first time i met you? You're just an ignorant gong-gong 12 going to 13 years old kid. And even though you're still the same now hahahaha, no i mean, you'd grown up! Meaning we had knew each other for about five years? OMG, haha. During that time we're still joking around and hitting each other, now you've learnt to LOVE! Haha, people changes as time goes by, but hope our friendship would't change! Though we're going to different poly. (: Dont cry while you're reading my post, thanks. Haha.

Anyway, on 11/04/2009, we went out.

Thats all hahahahaha, just joking. We went to celebrate this big head's birthday. We had a heavy lunch at Yuki&Yaki. Haha, we spent around 23bucks each and it's very not worth it. Hehe. I had an ulcer that time so didn't really eat much, sian. And the ice-cream part is discouraging! To see how others flip their's so nicely while they say mine look like a pile of shit, well, i had conveniently take that to heart! Haha, just joking. And a note for myself, don't go out with friends and their dates, for that day, it's only dedicated to Helen haha. They're practically cuddling each other, doing mushy things which i don't really wanna recall haha.

Then we went to buy her presents, it's becoming a trend, to buy present with the birthday girl around. Yup, i need to admit, it had make our job easier. Then KeQi tried to stall for time by leading us to walk. Haha, then it starts to rain. We later on went back to Admiralty, they bought alcohols and we proceed to the "surprise". It had turn out awkward cause when we went up the carpark near her house, YueJun was stunned, haha, there's some miscommunication in between. So anyway, the cake cutting was done at the carpark roof. Cool, isn't it? And the birthday girl ended up revealing her secrets, to me and KeQi only, cause all the while, others knew it. So depressing haha. Lol. And the few drunkens went to buy more alcohols to spend their night at KeQi's house. Being a very kay-po person, i went over too, cause JiaEn promise to tell me more about it and turn out, there's nothing much. So conclusion is, i was being conned. Haha.

So happy sweet 17! You can go back late without being scared about the police and government's curfew. But the consequences are, you need to explain yourself at home! Haha.

2009-04-19T17:51:00.001+08:00

Repetition is a sign of stupidity.
Repetition is a sign of stupidity.
Repetition is a sign of stupidity.
Repetition is a sign of stupidity.
Repetition is a sign of stupidity.
Repetition is a sign of stupidity.
Repetition is a sign of stupidity.
Repetition is a sign of stupidity.
Repetition is a sign of stupidity.
Repetition is a sign of stupidity.

Repetition is a sign of stupidity...

2009-04-14T21:14:00.003+08:00

So many events didn't update, and as lazy people go, they stack and stack overdues. Firstly, cut me some slack for camping details. They're seriously too long-winded.

So i'm going real summarize! Haha, for CSCC camp, it's fun and for SB camp, it's not. End of topic. Haha, ain't i cool?

Then there's Hecates outing. Haha. It's a lame day. Cause half of the time we're like, ok, what to do next? But i guess as long as you're with people you're comfortable enough with, you don't mind wasting your time slacking together! And though i'm ok with waiting but it's always better to be punctual and this dedicates to a lot of Hecate members out there. Then we have lunch in PepperLunch, ohoh, my first time there!! Hehe. Then we senglang at Shaw. And not to forget that expensive chicken wings shared between Eileen, KeQi and me, for one of the Gl, Joshua's birthday. And our ah-niang can't resist the temptation and played pool for the "encore" of the outing. Haha.

Then today went out for Bogle movie outing. Ended up so many people backed out! So not on de! We watch Fast&Furious 4 in PlazaSing GV. Oh that movie is so nice and entertaining! If you'd knew, TangJie; the criticizer for life wouldn't had make such a comment. Haha, that movie is really great, if you're thinking you need some sleep, try spending few bucks to the cinema and watch it! It's by any ways, cheaper than hotels. Haha, so conclusion, ended up the whole bunch of us slept, literally! But anyway, it's quite fun to hang out with them. And Mich&JY just make my day best. (:

FOP sucks. Haix. I don't really know my class belongs to the good one or bad one. It's a damn thin line in between. The first day i went there, i met someone with common topic. Luckily i'm observant enough to look at YueXiu's shoe, dude, and i realise she likes DBSK too! OMG, their fans are like everywhere lor! Most of the classmates are great, hmm, currently there's still some i listed them under "don't approach" type, i'll just try not to have any association with them. Haha, hope after knowing them more, it'll get better and form another 4E2'2008! And i was being sabotage and became the class chairperson. OMG lor, i totally despised that job! And i'm definitely going to push it to somebody else later on in the semester! And i hate it when anything push to me and if i didn't give the best idea, they'll like dotdotdot. Whatever, i didn't volunteered for this goddamn post.

But overall, hahahahaha. Yeah.

2009-04-09T20:35:00.005+08:00

Do you all realise that DeathNote should freakingly be an M18 rated movie?

What? Don't think i'm kidding, Light's family name had suggested it. Try reading YAGAMI from the back.

Saw my point? It says "I'm a gay".
Damn, i should have notice those affectionate gaze between L and Light.

2009-04-08T18:54:00.002+08:00

Urgh. I'm such a weakling.

LOL, okay, let me tell you what happen to me and to make you all felt pity for me. Crap. On 6am of 7th April, i felt as though ants were crawling around my whole body, lol, making me damn itchy haha then i started to scratch and OMG the next moment, i saw red patches popping out my whole body. Haha, very dramatic hor? But the patches were kind of disgusting, and because i'm a very gross person, i took a photo of it. LOL. Will post it later, remember to skip a meal before peeping at it.

Then i went to bath, okay after bathing, some patches disappeared. Great, but fever found me. My whole body starts to feel like its burning, sounds quite wrong haha. Then i just ignore it. Haha. Then i woke up around 3pm but nobody at home, sad. I almost thought that i'm going to die alone. Sob. Then i called my mum, my voice already sounds weak but she didn't realise. Haix. Then finally when my mum came back, she didn't come to my bedroom. Oh, thats so caring. Lol. I shouted (with my almost dying voice) for quite a few times then she heard me. Oh yeah, so after all i didn't die alone. LOL. My temperature that time was 39.7 degree celsius. Haha, be shock everyone! Then WeiJie & JiaEn will pop in and crash my words by saying "i normally go higher than that". LOL.

Then i was bedridden for 07&08 cause i'm feeling too weak to walk, and headache is seriously killing me, i was so scared that i will have my braincells damaged. Lets cross our fingers and hope it wouldn't. And something proud to announce, i didn't eat for yesterday, haha the whole day! It might not be a big deal but those who know me should know how miracle it is. Haha.

Then today my fever is gone but i'm feeling damn sick with my sore throat, cough, and blah blah blah, but i was quite amazed by my immune system hehe, without any medicine or treatment but the high fever just gone by itself, cool. Haha. Originally will have a HipHop class tomorrow with Esther's friend but i don't think i will survive through the whole lesson. And please don't be surprise that i'm interested in HipHop, it's cool alright! Damn cool man!

Anyway, it's a very random thing here, did anyone realise the "Tell Me" in my playlist is a live version? Or is it not by WonderGirls? I dont really know leh, i can't differentiate too. Hehe.

2009-04-07T03:19:00.016+08:00

Stuffs & Creations. Done quite a lot of avatars. LOL.

Twilight Series (More of Kristen)

Rainie (SiBei Random)

DBSK

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2009-04-01T23:10:00.004+08:00

K, caution: it migh- WILL be a long post. For it's a long camp to start with.

Firstly i really need to comment about the organizers, because i'm not a camping person but this camp really had me going. The schedule was well-planned and detailed, the camp is awesome. The organizer's efforts were well paid-off i think. At least i'm not low-spirit because of the activities.

Before the camp was launched, we actually went for the briefing and so coincidentally was in Belinda's (Ah-die, hanyupinyin de ok!) group too. Haha. So during the camp, we can still recognise some familiar faces. We were quite reluctant to go for the camp in the first place *NOTE: keqi and me are the "we"*, both of us were internally struggling between go or not. But in the end, we decided not to waste money, it's $10, no freaking way to let it just go with the wind. And i thought the $10 ended up VERY worthwhile. I mean for meals for 4days, camp t-shirt and games, though it's subsidies by school or whoever, it still benefits us the most.

First day, we probably spend most of the time familiarising with the new names and faces of our group members. And not forget to mention our group name is "Hecate", if you dont know how to pronounce, it's fine, we dont too, heee. Anyway, and also getting to know our parents, conscientious JX and sporty Belinda. They're so GREAT! Haha, for taking such a good care of us. If it wasn't for you two, Hecate could have lost half of the battle.

Now to include the dearest Hecate's members. The first person you would have notice and the last person you could have neglected; Ming Hui. She was actually the first person, besides KeQi whom i talk to when we form our groups. The deepest impression for her would definitely be her voice. It's true power. Haha, no offence, she lead for group cheers, and that reminds me of her secondary school haha, CHIJ live up to their reputations.

Next would be Shairah, pardon me if i spelt your name wrongly. Anyway, this list don't go in any order, it's random. Haha, i was quite surprise after i got to know her better, i thought she was someone who's very softspoken, but hell not, haha, just joking, but please don't judge her by her looks haha, shairah please don't track me down! I mean, she's a firm girl when it comes to her opinions and really glad to meet someone like her. Wave to me ok, when you meet me in school campus, i mean outside school can too hehe.

JingTong! I really enjoyed her presence, she's someone that make others feel comfortable beside her. At least to me cause both of us are equally lame and weird haha, she's a very easy-going person and a good listener haha, nice knowing you and PLEASE go out with us hahaha. Link me anyway if you have blog! I'm more than glad to do so. Go golden boy. Lame. Haha, i know you'll appreciate that. Lol.

Rebecca, firstly she gave me the impression she's someone quiet but i'm so sorry to judge you haha. LOL, cause she's damn talkative hahahaha, don't get offended k? I'm saying that you'll say about everything in the earth including very random stuffs, but the deepest impression of her is that she eats a lot haha, but anyway i do too, lets just try not to snatch food from each other if we're eating together. And make that less possible, i have no intention to turn the canteen into a battlefield HAHAHA.

Eileen! She's cool, funny, lame and everything haha! I really clicks well with her, well, in my opinion HAHA, hope you think so too! A talkative girl in disguise too! Remember we chat a lot during that time at the moberly? Hehe, it's cool to be able to talk so much with someone you girls. Haha, i love listening to her stories cause she always add funny comments to it! Hehe, and somemore J-POP rocks! We have a comment topic! But it's just that i love YamaPi and she dont! Haha, go eileeeeeeen~ stay contactable haha.

Hazel! I don't know what to say about her cause she sucks haha, just joking Haaaazel. Haha. Yo! Amigo~ Haha, got to know her better as the days went past, and she gets very enthu during cheers haha, her zi-high-ness. LOL, i didn't realise she's a korean freak, neither did she realise i am too. Haha, anyway, love you man! LOL, yours specially short, i purposely de, dont wanna waste too much space on you haha, just joking!~

KEQI, nothing to write. LOL. Whats the point writing mushy mushy things to someone who stay so close to you and you'd knew for 4 years and same CCA, same gang (GO TMC!) lol, you get my point? Haha, just wanna say, thanks for letting me tease about you for that scandal, it's a joke afterall, so enjoy it haha.

Ah-Die! When i went to the camp briefing, she's also the one who lead us haha, so it's kind of fate hor? Haha, just joking, anyway, she's a very caring person who takes real good care of us, a bunch of problematic kids haha, i could see she's really putting in a lot of effort in this camp, like losing her voice, lacking of sleep, and solving a lot of problems we gave her. So a big thank you to you! Really glad to have you be our parents!

Edward, at first i thought he was some shallow guys but in the end, you really broke my specs! (not literally, it's direct translated from chinese haha). You can lead man! Haha, he's a very ON person and please i help ah-die say, got girlfriend don't be so "friendly" ok! Haha, go amy jaa jaa~ You look so chio that day, with Z-size boobs haha, somethings just don't fade with time!

Clement, a very thinnnnn guy, OMG, i hate standing beside him, makes me look like i'm so fat! Softspoken but very funny at times lol, very easy and fun to ka-jiao! Haha, don't say i didn't warn you, stay far away from me next time cause you'll be on the list for my "pranking list"!

Jeremy, nothing much to say about him, not really know him. Haha, anyway thanks for carrying me for that game, i know i'm very heavy! I'm sorry to be fat lol. And the nightwalk, thanks for being equally scared! No offence. Haha.

ZhengYan, he's a very irritating guy leh haha, giving lame comments, i know i do too but his one really helps for the earth's global warming problem, oh thanks. Haha. I'm just exaggerating ok? Haha, anyway, you did quite well for the rhythm beating performance, don't get discourage cause i also dont have jiezougan! Haha. LOL.

Cedric, he's one of the rare guys who gets real enthu to everything he does. A loud leader though second day, his vocal gone off liao haha. And thanks for coordinating the whole group. Lol, anyway, don't get too upset about things you had tried your best! I mean, we really think you're great in giving your best in the games, so don't think that you're bad or what. Stay cool man! Haha.

JunYang, haha, see your face will want to laugh, don't know why. Maybe cause you're keep acting cool haha, just joking. Really get to know him is during the lunch time when we had our hands tied up haha! He very ON de leh! Haha and also have a big mouth haha joking! A very cool guy who played pool well but act noob! Anyway, go get a life and stop flirting with JIM hahaha. You two really look weird haha. JK. LOL.

QingTao, he's someone who blendss into the background but in reality he's kind of pro in everything haha. Like in pool, arcade games, lol, another noob-actor. Haha, always look so calm and collected in the end also very lame person haha. LOL.

Nigel, don't really know him well but he seems cool haha. LOL, the deepest impression is during the games when you paired up with KeQi for the soccer game, you didn't get to play a lot cause girls get more marks when they score but i can see you really tried hard in getting the ball and pass to KeQi, if got outings can go out more! OK?

Jim, HAHAHA, hey bud. LOL, ok lar, i should cut down the times i tease you about the scandal cause i know you got another scandalous hot babe at home haha! You really very very very funny and cool man! I know you'll get very irritated by my nonsense right? Anyway, please get annoyed cause i'm not going to stop especially when we're in the same course! Hehe.

Ah-Niang! He sounds like a very boring person but both me and KeQi find him very comical! Haha, a very meticulous person who take care of every members, always notice about small things. Very kind person haha! And honestly, he fit the title "Ah-Niang" a lot haha. Thanks for always treating us free drinks haha!

Haix a long post and i hate to get long-winded, another post will be on the camp process, so bear with me and stay tune!

2009-03-31T16:44:00.003+08:00

BACK from F.O.camp.

Thats all.

Nobody-WonderGirls:

I'm a .wonderful. anyway.

2009-03-12T21:23:00.012+08:00

Look. Highly emo post. If you're someone thinking of committing suicide, don't really encourage to read. For the author for this post, was being announced dead. And, yeah, i'm the author.

It's killing me, like an endless vertigo whirling at the back of my mind, round and round till thoughts tangle and strangle.

If you think i'm gonna stuck in this fcuked up mess, cornering myself to the dead-end and not moving on with this pathetic life, then you're absolutely- right. I'm definitely not. I'm currently in the state of self-destructing, willingly let the pain eat up my heart, mind and soul. Note, it's self-mocking.

If you're going to be all cool about the whole incident and felt that there's nothing much at stake, then please let me know, be it an sms, email or letter. At least get me informed that if i were the only person suffocating myself with agony. And by then, i'll no longer hold it, or go any further.

I should have known better than to rely on you, total reliance on the friendship i thought will going to last. So it left me with me and myself. I chose to believe that you'll understand, but me being wrong cross my mind every now and then i thought about it. It was the negative cells that got into me, but i was taught that negative is reality.

I was hoping i had someone to confide in when i felt the first impact in friendship, i didn't plan to get myself all sensitive over a sentence, i didn't plan to know that i wasn't who she thought as best friend for that moment i ask her back the question, i didn't plan for myself to get hurt when i acted nonchalantly as if it's alright. But i'm a human with blood and tears, emotions and thoughts. I didn't plan it all but it all came to me, attacking me, left me all vulnerable and weak to fight back. But most importantly, i didn't plan for myself to pin on the very last hope and continue believing.

And when i thought i wasn't really alone, you prove me wrong and that was the last straw. So after all, i am. I thought you would have understood me, and know me better than i did. Why am i so fcuked up with the whole small thing and what was it that really got onto my nerves. But i guess, you didn't really realise where i was coming. And definitely, the both of us isn't going to where i thought we would. So, after all nobody understands me.

It's all the memories that kept me holding on, the soul talks we had when we walked the dark alleys home, the kind of understanding, you knew i'm always grumpy in the morning, i understands how you regret after you do or say things impulsively, you knew how my mood varies and how weird i am, i understands how you could get excited over the smallest issues. And here i am, looking so pathetic and desperate for attentions which i don't know whether you'll give or not.

Everyone was pursuing for happiness in life, from young to old, every minutes they're doing so. But i'm not, at least not now. I wanted to be unhappy, i wanted to feel pain, i wanted to cry out so loud, i wanted to vent out my emotions. Revealing through words were the most i can do. And for once, I ever hated myself so much for not having the courage to just let it out, everything and it'll sooner or later be fine, be it in the good way or bad.

I wasn't a optimistic and strong person to start with. Once wounded, instead of let it heal, i cut it deeper. After all, you do know how much it took me to trust and how easy it get me to doubt.

Signing off;
Thanks, my two bestfriends, if you haven realised how sensitive i am.

2009-03-08T19:47:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentines and Happy birthday to Chia Xiao Qin, Jessica haha, i like writing her full name out.

On the oh-so-lame valentines day which was invented by some hopeless-romantic-people, i had a date. Hahaha, the idea of me having a date would have you puking right now perhaps. So let me continue, i had a date with all my working colleagues, the total of 5 people and 2 kids of my manager. Such a great combination. We had a picnic plan. And it happen at night when it suppose to be in the evening, people are always late. Haha, especially them! Hee.

It turn out to be so out of control with Ema who gets drunk because she almost drank the whole bottle of alcohol, and that was how i thought artiste really act like drunkens well. But seriously, it wasn't embarrasing but hilarious. Her comments were really random and funny, makes me laugh hard everytime she speaks. Hehe. Okay, so perhaps it's me who's embarrasing them. But serious, her confusing who's Joseph and who's John and the conversation between Joseph kept on persuading Ema to go to the Bikini bar was some jokes that'll rank top for my jokes for the year.

When the whole picnic ended, it was already midnight and we missed last train and bus. Poor thing, one of them need to work early next day, haix. And KeQi and me struggled to go home. We were so poor to take cabs, and my responsible father was so responsible not to send us home instead went back sleeping. Great day.

2009-03-08T19:27:00.003+08:00

Samantha's birthday. One after one, i bet you're as tired as me if you have being continuously reading. But i still thank you for doing so.

We got her a head-phone, and i didn't know she had a thing for bulky stuff until then, haha. Her birthday was simplest cause we don't have time to plan surprises. Before that, we went to ADSS, our EX-school to retrieve our medals and trophy but end up most of us got only certificates because our awards went MIA. By the time we reach tech-hub, we really felt fortunate. Wanna know why? Go for a trip there and you'll know why. Anyway, that's the reason why we were running late for her birthday celebration at Lot1.

Sam had it planned in Ajisen, and that marked my first trip there. We were the last to reach so we went to collect the cake which Karen and guys had ordered earlier and decided to make it a small surprise by singing birthday song when she didn't expect it. It was quite awkward as other customers seemed to ignore the blissful atmosphere around us and continue being dull, that's the difference between youngsters and adults, you try singing birthday song in MacDonalds and do the same thing in a Elderly community club, see who will throw you out before you end your last sentence: Happy Birthday tooooo y-.

Anyway, got my blogshop stuff that day too but wasn't of my best mood. Helen would have being flush down the toilet bowl if she continued to test my patience. Then we took a group photo, i had to admit, it's weird when a large group of people doing so outside Ajisen, but it's okay, teenagers should throw more face. LOL.

2009-03-08T18:49:00.004+08:00

Month of Jan and Feb were disastrous, for poor people like me. Birthday presents were never the cheapest things to buy.

WeiYi's birthday was sweet and simple, just like her, haha. Don't brag too much okay. I knew it's fortunate to get praise by me. Hahahaha. LOL.

Once again, we didn't celebrate on actual day, haix, it almost become a tradition for the year. Luckily for Sam, she turn out to be modern. Lol, if you didn't get the inside joke, it's alright. We met up earlier for some surprises for her, which was spotted out by the blurrest person in the world. Yeah, you win liao lor, eye became so sharp at the best moment. Cause we were waiting for her below her block, planning to shock her with a cake and birthday song when she step out of the lift and leave her there like a stunned bird whose worm was snatched away by another bird. Lol, ignore the last part. I forget to mention that one of us suggested to put the gift we bought for her which was a very nice bird necklace into her mailbox. Haha, suits her isn't it?

Anyway, the plan was great, if i'd remember her unit number ;) hee, so the party pooper is actually me. Nono, i did make an effort to go up and try to recognise her house but i didn't, at first i thought it was the unit whose family was having a small barbeque-ing session, i swear, i wasn't being bias. But i was wrong. Haha, people who knew me should not had believed me in the first place, i was the last person to trust with with my poor memory. And there comes JiaEn, the best swindler award goes for her. I started to be aware with the information i divulged to her from that moment. Haha, you're kidding me, she even know my POSB bank password for god's sake. I guess. She managed to get WeiYi to tell her her unit number and we didn't have enough time to put it in, that time was very crucial cause she could walk out of the lift any seconds then. So we were in a mess while putting the necklace inside. But we still manage to do so. Not forgetting KeQi threw it to me and it landed very hard on my head first.

The next thing was something we didn't thought of, i think it's because the most practical person, KeQi woke up from the wrong side of bed, had miscalculated that she would walk another direction instead of towards us. Actually we were quite stupid haha, we meeting her at JiaEn's bus stop which is her right but we're standing on the left hahahahaha. Then we quickly followed behind her trying to reach the bus stop before her or appear in front of her suddenly for the backup plan. But very funny, when she was about to cross the road, she's a very safe person to jay-walk with because she look right, look left and she spotted us. I swear to my mum that we'd tried our best to hide, it's just that four person hiding behind a thin tree wasn't the ideal way.

And ta-da she found out but we decided to play dumb. Hee, and it turn out to fail lar, definitely. We later had a mini celebration in Gelare. And the story continues with me being broke and WeiYi later being broke because of... what to do? We're just four gamblers sitting around a table but one lose until drop pants. And that person happened to the person who spotted our plan out. Haha, revenge is sweet.

And that's all for WeiYi's birthday. Happy belated birthday! Ah-Niao.

2009-03-08T18:06:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Chua Ke Qi! I know by the time i post this up, it'll be way belated, hehe.

Born in 1921, jan 27th. LOL, yep, she invested quite a lot in Botox. We didn't help her to celebrate on her actual birthday but one day later instead. Who ask her to be so fortunate to be a new year baby this year haha. Maybe not quite didn't celebrate, JiaEn; Helen; Sam and me did went to her house during that night and sleep over. I think it's counted. Anyway, they have a lot of cheeks, nice statement. I mean, Helen and i seriously went there as though we had no place to sleep while they drank alcohol. Great job in isolating us. Haha, but as much as we had nothing to do but watch, it still kept us entertained. They were comedians when drunk. And did i mention, we got a AngBao from KeQi's mother by sleeping over? Hees, it's a double joy after getting one from Helen's.

28th was a pleasant day, firstly we got another AngBao from WenJie's mother and felt really paiseh for it cause we're like freeloaders. Hee. Then our KBox plan was crashed by the exclusive New year package, which was extremely unreasonable for the pricing. We ended up in cinema watching movie then we celebrated her birthday at Sakura restaurant. Eventful day. Firstly Ily decided not to join us because of some problems which i'd forgotten what was it. Then, it was damn coincidental to be at the same venue, same timing with a group who happen to be the last group of people in our minds to meet up with, especially when the restaurant wasn't really a place you go frequently. Anyway, i hope the birthday girl for the previous day had fun. Susan and a few of us planned for some sort of surprises which turn out to be very successful. And Ah-bu was really unprepared so that makes the surprise more surprising haha.

The surprise was plan out this way. Firstly, Susan Peh, who was the last to reach was supposed to buy a cake while we walk towards Sakura. But half-way she called me saying that due to the fact that ske was taking a bus to Sakura, she'll be reaching first. Then a thought came up, credit to don't know who, we somewhat managed to cooperate with the staff there, the world should have more of these helpful people, they help us to keep the cake until we cue them for it. Haha but later on they help us to play the birthday song when we surprise her. I know it sounds sian but it's enjoyable if you're present. At least for me i guess.

Anyway, Birthday kuai le.

2009-01-26T18:19:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Kim Jae Joong of DBSK!
Happy Birthday My stubborn father
Happy chinese new year everyone!

I didn't sleep yesterday and adobe photoshop is the only thing that can keep me awake. I'm running late to bai nian, haix, seriously sian.

Anyway, to celebrate JJ's birthday, i'd done some banners and avatars hehe and also helped Gladys for her poster, any minutes later i might get slaughter. LOL.

KJJ's:

Hope that Gladys like this, and to SM, please me especially patient and gentle towards me. sob

2009-01-23T03:12:00.003+08:00

Waraku was a great Japanese restaurant- and i mean it without any sarcasm. I mean, though it's still expensive if we ever compare it to the hawker center we had below our blocks. The service was okay, i'm not expecting too much for that when i went there with Ambience menbers & comm., there was around 20 of us so it's natural to go for a slower approach- but more organised probably.

You could get what you want there- mostly, and that's provided you don't go there and ask for a whole list of Indian food. Wide variaties' always have a plus point. Food there is worth it, and that was quite an understatement. I ordered a 15.50 set, and it turn out to have a big bowl of udon, rice, chicken, pickles and some greens. Some ordered a bowl of noodles or whatever and they got them a BIG bowl, size similar to those basin you use for some leg massage. Hahaha, when the waitress delivered it, we all gasped. And i'm pretty positive that the noodles don't cost more than mine. Okay, enough of promoting. I swear, i'm not getting a single cent commission from them.

Tsk tsk tsk, i'm working on blogskins recently! Wooh-hoo, finally i'd moved on, but it still looks like a poster. And i'm posting it up again:

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2009-01-23T02:39:00.003+08:00

Cause i had a bad day.

Vexing too much nowadays, making every big deal out of the small issues, attacked by all sorts of weird inspirations, obviously when my mind're not functioning in the correct way.

Today during my break, i place my lunch in front of me. And all of a sudden, i started staring at that, and guess what was i thinking? I'm trying hard to think how was it- being in love with your lunch. Haha, my manager was sitting in front of me enjoying his lunch, totally oblivious of my alien thoughts, i hope it wouldn't disgust him so much if he gets to read my mind. I'd been strongly influenced by Twilight and it's sequels. But come to think of it, literally, Edward was falling in love with his... should i call it food? Ew, gross. Haha, am i the only one who see their romance in such an unromantic way? ><

I'm done with Eclipse, it was better than New moon, if i consider great equals to Edward's appearance. I seriously don't appreciate Jacob's existence, he's... aw. Thinking of how tall he were, and even grew more build after that, freaking enormous hairy fatty was pictured. Okay, it's partially biased. The author didn't describe him as fat. Addition to that, Bella actually found herself falling in love with him in Newmoon-Eclipse stage, ohhh, i almost believed you had better taste. Haha. LOL. Anyway, Jacob Black sucks.

Anticipating for breaking dawn, the beginning of Bella's vampire life, cool. I would actually love more Edward-Bella moment when she's still human. And did i mentioned i really love Alice? She's freaking cute, in my imaginations, i could almost see her dancing her way, skipping here and there. Haha, and how they called her; a frightening little monster, hahahahahaha.

2009-01-16T19:36:00.007+08:00

Kooooooooooooooooooooooooo-

nbanwa.

I'd summited my JAE form, struggling. Haha, if i'd just dumped my future so be it. But i hoped that i had made the right choices, that's what all of us are thinking right now. Lol. Skip work toda--- oops, did i just say it too open-ly? Blehhhh, as if they'll read my blog and i went to SP with keqi to meet her cousin. We went there hoping to get a better idea and inspirations for our decision and i still couldn't make up my mind- whether it's beneficial or not.

And i'm going to do something damn annoying, which is brag. Lol; i'm lame. I'm contented with my results, though maths was an exception, and i still can't get over it, c'mon, it's a life thing.

Eng: B3- shoot me, i seriously didn't buy that. Though somewhere better deep in my heart hope for this grade but achieving it was the last thing in my mind that moment; so it's consider a surprise gift for me.

Combined Humanities: A1- guess i'd put in just enough of effort to scrape me through, or the marker really like my handwriting-- or name if you wanna put it in that way.

Maths: A2- I guess it's quite a disappointment but thinking of it, if the other maths pros didn't get it, i shouldn't complain too much. But well; just let me grumble.

Combined Science: A1- i just prayed that nothing went wrong for this, perhaps i will consider science course if it list out the experiments.

Principle Of Accounts: A1- let's put it in this way, i'm getting real lucky for that day. I'm sure there's not much things to prepare for POA, but neglecting it wasn't the right thing to do for O'levels.

Mother Tongue: A1- My excitement wouldn't last for that long, it's a good six months. And Zhang laoshi, don't try to think of ways to escape- especially if you met students so persistent and irritating haha.

As for the theory behind choosing my future; here it is. For JC, it's easier for me, saving a lot of trouble especially the financial burden on my shoulder will lighten up-- too much but the stepping stones were the ones tripping me over and dismissing this thought. I didn't study A-Maths and pure science, i didn't really want to lose out to others, not at the very beginning at least. GP is another problem, i am definitely not going to scrape through my english this time; lady luck wouldn't make any difference. Also, i didn't really want to have another brain-dead year in chinese lesson; i hate all the compos. Somehow i did regretted for not taking higher chinese. And the last yet the greatest hindrance and definitely the stoppage for me is PE. I suffered hell lots in secondary school, i'm not going to torture my body anymore. But i guess i'm not going to get use to poly life, at least not for the time-being, JC life should be more appealing to me. But i still didn't choose JC, god-da*n PE.

My 12 choices:

1: Business Administration SP- unexpected.

2: Business/Logistics and Management/Marketing TP- i hope to get in this, with KQ, JE, helen and SM, it will be a happy ending :) Though friends shouldn't be part of the consideration but business course all look indifferent to me, so it doesn't matter which i choose, afterall, friends became what makes the difference.

3: Visual Communication TP- Yup; i still couldn't get over it, it's definitely the path to choose if i'm only considering my passion.

4: Accountancy- sorry WeiYi, ><, i back out because of all the ghost stories Ms Phua told us.

5: Chinese Studies- Haha, don't laugh at me, chinese teachers is required; so much recruitments. A chinese-POA combination wouldn't be too weird; will it? Anyway, did u realised? It's the two most dreadful subject for me in my sec-sch life. Irony.

6: Business Studies- it was at first my first choice, haha, i'm weird, i didn't know what gone through my mind at that time.

7: Mass Communication- I'm a language person, maybe not much, maths-science sounds great too.

8: Forgotten- Yup, when u entered this course, you'll get a new life. Lol.

9: Apparel Design and Merchandising- my passion *cries*

10: Law & Management- so lucky i didn't put it above. Though the name sounds cool to me.

11: Music & Audio Tech- i like it, but i guess i will fail badly without any music background.

12: Yishun JC; science- a tradition for don't-know-how-should-i-name-this-group, i put it just to look nice.

Tough.

I need Eclipse to breathe, breaking dawn to continue life and the movie to smile. Twilight was great, New moon quite boring without edward mentioned too frequently. Whatever it is, Stephanie *she's my friend, i just ate dinner with her, lol* brighten my life with me fallen in love with Edward, but i'm happy if he still ended up with Bella- not as though i'm going to snatch it and win -.-

2009-01-12T20:09:00.005+08:00

I sort of scrape through.

Yup, as happy as i look though, i still felt a little pity for not scoring A1 for maths, and i could so terribly understand how u feel, Susan. But i guess i'm not in a position to complain, i'm being fortunate enough. I was almost confirm that my ears played prank on me though i really hope it was true - and it almost wasn't. Lol, that's in my wishing list for 2008 to get a score lesser than 8 and 10 and great, it had satisfied my wish in such a humble way, a 7 and 9.

And thanks for the ones who told me that i'd made them felt proud being an E2. Haha, thanks. But i didn't hear those strong words from the ones i really dying to hear it from. And it just successfully make my day soooooo good when i heard they even feel that i could do much better such as getting straight A1's and demanded the reason for why i didn't be the most smart one. Oh; it's so great, thanks for all the expectation and compliments, parents.

As if.

Anyway, today really put a stop to my secondary life and it's like a road junction now for us graduates. We're proceeding to the next phase of our life and there're much more than only 3 paths left for us- straight; right or left. Haix; we couldn't stop time from flying, what we can do is to fly with the time. Not wasting any minutes, though it's impossible but appreciate every here and there moment, i guess we can still catch up with that over-speeding second tickle. Please, traffic police; do something.

Next; i'm going to continue bury myself in the world of bella-edward romance then fell helplessly into that deep slumber.

2009-01-12T07:27:00.002+08:00

It's gonna be a fatal day, any point would change our lifes, drastically.

I stay overnight yesterday- or the fact is today to read Twilight, it was addictive i must admit. And who god-damn cares about today i needed the spirit and energy to accept any out-of-luck fate or whatever, haha, but i really care and i regretted staying all night up without a wink, it had contributed greatly to the panda eyes.

I just get into my uniform, it had been neatly folded inside the wardrobe for the past two months. It almost felt like i'm getting my new uniform on the first day of school, so unfamiliar. I guess this would be the last time i'll be wearing this set of uniform for my entire life unless one day i decided to pretend i'm still young again -- lets hope this do not happen. LOL.

The last chance to walk to school with KeQi, JiaEn and hope to see you there, Helen, its gonna be memorable. We had been saying this about three months ago and time really shoots and dang it! It's the time in our life.

I'm really happy - an understatement but i guess it's the most simplest and innocent way to just show how much i really enjoy going through my secondary school life. Experiencing all kinds of emotion is just inevitable, eventually everything will past and people will grow, regardless it was a mistake or something honorable. Making new friends might be the most tedious thing in sec. school life, afterall you need to put in your heart, mind and soul, they doesn't come by luck, though part of it was manipulated by fate. I've grew up, don't judge it by the height but through something internal. How about you?

I'm left with 8 minutes to post this up, wear my socks and shoe, prepare my bag and walk to keqi's house, i guess it's another typical rushing school day for me. Wish me good luck >.*

2009-01-04T06:36:00.005+08:00

Posters done for Karen.

I love the one i done on Hebe and Aaron de, fits my style :)

Poster (Best view if click in)

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Genie & Danson:

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2009-01-02T00:41:00.003+08:00

LOL, so sian.

The posts below is just for fun, cause i'd done some Ri In's avatar and don't feel like posting them like how i used to previously, so i just make an individual post for each, as if each of them representing some quotes. Lol, you can see how bored i am.

Quotes by others were credited, some by myself :)
All the avatars were done using the same picture.

Original Pic.

2009-01-02T00:27:00.003+08:00

She didn't know how far she would stray
She just wanted to get away
Pray for everything of him to fade
Erase it off her memory lane.

2009-01-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

If you reveal your secrets to the wind;
you should not blame the wind;
for revealing them to the trees.
Kahil Gibran'

2009-01-02T00:20:00.001+08:00

It's a duo of desaturated and colourised.
Not black and white.

2009-01-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

She felt her heartbeat;
Almost shooking her soul.
Crazy organs.

2009-01-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

High heels were invented by a woman who had been kissed on the forehead.
-Christopher Morley

2009-01-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

You can kiss a fool
you can let a fool kiss you
but never let a kiss fool you.

2009-01-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

Fear is the little dark room where the negatives are developed.
-Michael Pritchard

2009-01-02T00:13:00.001+08:00

Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower.
Albert Camus'

2009-01-02T00:08:00.001+08:00

Eye contact is the best accessory.
Takayuki Ikkaku, Arisa Hosaka and Toshihiro Kawabata, Animal Crossing: Wild World, 2005

2009-01-02T00:01:00.003+08:00

You thought you only left a letter behind;
In fact;
You left all the memories
& me behind.

2009-01-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

Great.

It's never been this stupid before.

Get scolded

because when he ask you something about himself

you wasn't sure of what is that fcking thing

and that's what you'll get.

Stupid first day of the year.

It's so great.

2008-12-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas, 20081225.

It might be the last gathering, i don't care.

Perhaps i do.

But anyway, i did enjoy myself for that few hours gather with my friends, the Ah-family, SheeMin & Gladys. The effort for researching till 3, cracking head solving for lot's of crop out issue was well-paid.

I really hoped u all enjoy the meal today & the restaurant that i've found out, i find that restaurant common too, nothing too special about the dishes or the atmosphere, it almost felt like another Pasta Mania, but hopefully, you all enjoy it. Next time we go YukiYaki :) It's great there haha.

I felt really high at first for able to see the other eight of you all attending the dinner today, and especially when most of the things did went smoothly. Most importantly, no one is grumpy, haha, there will always be a party pooper in a large group, but today we had none. Hehe.

Anyway, those received their presents, please appreciate it, haha, KeQi should be shouting "NOOOOOO~", but that's Helen, she wanted to share a gift that she felt the best with her friends. Great going, though i don't like it too. Haha, but i appreciate it okay. Susan, hope u like the table-light. It's good to place one in the bedroom, espcially for people who's afraid of dark, and that's me.

The price is quite expensive at "Hooked" but it's christmas! I'm expecting to celebrate a grand christmas, hehe. Anyway, let's meet up again before 12/01/2009, i hope that day wouldn't be a dreadful day for us.

Signing Off;
Yup, i like the gift, JiaEn, it's sincere from my heart.

2008-12-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas, 20081225.

I almost felt breathless.

I didn't know how should i feel about it, whether to feel fortunate that my situation wasn't as bad as their, or to feel...

The first time i felt living is so painful.

Do they really feel the pain? Are they really that insensitive? Or is just that they were hidding their wounds, afraid to be exposed to more wounds.

I almost saw it from his eyes, when she mentioned that his mum was crazy, i thought i saw it, that sorrow, his agony. Was that what he felt?

I almost could imagine her situation, whether it's worst or least.

What happen to the world now?

And this was the first time i despise my beating heart, it almost seems like it had jumped for no one.

Signing off;
I really felt uncomfortable, for how they handle their pain, if they really felt it in the first place.

2008-12-08T00:41:00.007+08:00

Yo.

Yoyo.

LTNP.

Long time no post. LOL.

It's midnight. Not working tomorrow, so i shall play till drop.

But no mood playing. Haix, why did i feel extremely emotional today? Tell me!! Tell me!! Lol.

Sometimes i felt like i'm somebody who is soooooo special, extremely different & ... some sort of weird. But sometimes i find myself common, is the kind of teenager you can find when you're walking on the street, i'm just another person. So who am i? I don't even understand myself. I'm too complicated...

Lol, i contradicted myself again.

Okay, let me introduce myself to you. :)

My name is Tang Jie. T A N G J I E. My father said it was a bad name... and it still is.

Sixteen years old *I just watched a NC16 movie, Quarantine yesterday! My first NC movie!*.

Female *OOOh, is it?* Yes i am.

152cm, to me that 2 cm means a lot, don't round it off.

200kg, believe me, sooner or later.

Black pupil, really black. Small eye with DOUBLE eyelid, sob.

Ugly nose, that's a typical asian.

Normal size mouth, not BIG, serious, even though i eat very fast, it's speed not size!

Likes to eat, i can't survive a day without food, and i have a huge appetite.

Sleep like pig, normally if i have nothing to do, i can sleep for 20 hours.

Have friends, i am SO typical.

No drawing talent. Don't play any instruments. Not good in sports.

Have a little smart genes, i don't know whom i inherited them from.

Don't grow, other than fatter.

No determination, totally lack of that.

Lazy, very... i would rather sit if you were to ask me to stand.

Don't do housechores, don't like to work.

Money-minded but i can be generous, provided if i got the money.

Dislike to go out during New-Year for visitings, count getting hongbaos out.

A critic to everything, likes to comment & butt in to other's business.

Rebellious, i'll have the tendancy to contradict what you say. Hehe, such an irritating person.

Have weird preference. Yup.

Sometimes happy-go-lucky, sometimes very sensitive.

Can be crazy and fun to be with but sometimes i can also get very annoying.

I can also be cold, quiet and distant, poor you if you'd seen this side of me.

I love to dream. Day-dream.

I think a lot, i spent most of my time thinking, otherwise spacing out.

I spent a lot of money... on food.

Love to joke around... with cold jokes. Well, Singapore is too hot.

I love idols. And the list goes on... I'm positively normal. Suddenly felt down by the thought of i'm just another normal human being in this world.

Haix, I really can't understand myself, getting tired about exploring what am i thinking. I'm just so random. Can someone tell me what kind of person i am? My dear close friends, have a long soul chat with me, i'll appreciate that.

Another talk.

Yesterday had a small talk with KeQi chatting whether am i a person who get satisfied easily or not. Well, she thinks i am. Cause i can be happy if you said we are going to buy sharkfin soup or to go k or whatever, am i?

Haha, i think i'm the same kind of person as her, apart from getting satisfied just because of little things, i am someone who keep pursuing something big. If you ask me what is it, i can tell you honestly that i didn't know either. It's something that i kept on chasing for, i knew it's big and significant, but i just can't figure it out what is it. The feeling is like you're grabbing the sky, when you felt you touched it, you didn't, it's just the air you're grabbing on. It's suffocating me.

Samantha and guys had just went to HK for holidays, i really envied them, it almost became jealous... I really dying for going oversea too! The kind of feelings is i needed it, instead of wanting it, cause i really need to breathe for some fresh air and be in some other places else to really think, really sort out what i really wanted for life, and what am i grabbing on.

If i am crazy enough, i might just dump everything here and runaway with my passport and money *don't worry, i don't have*, as far as i could. Dump off every single bit of sadness, every single bit of worry, but i guess i'll regret sooner of later, just like the impulsive thought of shaving bald, i wanted to do something rash even though i knew i will regret, but i really wanted to try it. People, please pull me back when i wanted to do this.

There's so many things in life that i wanted, some of them i needed to rebirth then i could get it, and thinking of all this is getting on my nerves. Why can't life just comply to what we want? I need some counselling.

Haix, so troubled, but i don't know for what. Today i wrote everything but tomorrow life is going to move on as normal.

Oh life, you're so stubborn.

I felt like i'm drowning, feeling hard to breathe, probably drowning in the darkness, bit by bit, swallowed. I felt helpless, breathless, keep on falling and then--

Hi, nice to meet you. My name is Tang Jie, and whats yours?

Signing Off,
But hey, i felt thankful that i'm a normal teenager today. Haha.

2008-11-24T02:57:00.006+08:00

Ri In's. Don't ask me who is she, if u don't know means u don't know haha! Cause Susan just asked. She really got a very powerful voice, she's the Chinese BoA... yeah, WTH? haha... But she really have talents! Believe or not, she's just 19 this year... is it? LOL, she really look mature... I totally opposite... JiaEn if u saw this please don't laugh cause u're no better. Hahahaha. Lastly, SuYin Rocks... i think only sm and gladys knew what this means... AND it's not Helen that Suying hor, don't make me puke.

I kinda of like this kind of style, hehe... sound so shameless.

SheeMin said that the cherish's art on the poster really irritating so i didn't put any, but TSM, if you're taking, please credit me... hehe, another shameless talk... LOL. I didn't use any brush, cause it's A.P. version 5... Charmaine... save me out ><. But i downloaded imagepacks from shabbyprincess, so i guess i'll credit them.

Credits to: Shabbyprincess
Pictures grab from: LiYin baidu bar.

*I can't remember where i grab this icon's base.*

*YUCKS*

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I spend quite long doing this. Haha, while Susan is tutoring my brother!

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DBSK lyrics: Byebye sweet love.

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I like the feel, LOL.

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It's a pain in the ass haha! < Mrs Lim's quote.
But, it seriously was! I took god damn long to do this, every detail and all the try and error(s).

Signing Of;
Miin please comment.

2008-11-03T22:16:00.018+08:00

Seriously have hell lots of time hehe :) Effects not really nice cause I using another computer to do this, in another one, it seriously seems quite okay, but in this laptop i'm currently using, it sucks.

Fanfic poster;
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I seriously love this picture:

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Sung Yu Ri

(Effect sucks totally!)

(It looks like no difference but THERE IS! Lol, i fell so deep in love with colours, passion for it never dies, until one day i become blind. =.=)

(She does look like Yoon Eun Hye above)

Snow Queen:

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Timeless Love.

(Didn't really do something to the picture, it's simple)

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Horikita Maki, my idol :)

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Toda Erika & Mika Nakashima

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Erika

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Ryo & Erika (Love this pairing in Ryusen no Kizuna)

BoA (SM will kill me for doing this, and somemore there's so many of them ><)

(Love the border style, and the colour theme, yeah, i DID put colour variation, it's NOT no change ><)

Goong Pairing... No time no see =.=

Cyndi Wang:

That movie with the stupid name; featuring Cyndi & another person.

Signing Off;
Utada Hikaru's Eternally rocks!

2008-11-03T21:46:00.001+08:00

IT'S ALMOST OVER, ENDURE FOR THAT LAST FEW DAYS AND YOU'LL BE FREE!!

2008-10-19T14:21:00.005+08:00

I'm really slacking. Tomorrow is Chemistry O'level, but i don't feel like studying. Die...

I only did a few icons, hope you all like it, the original photos will be uploaded soon to photobucket, those who wanna grab picx, need to wait lor. :)

I still don't have Adobe photoshop, this is done using other software so the effect quite bad and paiseh, the fonts quite limited... :(

Ah-family

Carebears!

Me & Karen

Weiyi!

Haha, so many of us inside!

Admiralty building

Susan

Ms Rita & Ms Ho

The height =.=

Ms Sujena.

Helen & Ms Rita

Weiyi again!

Bazilah

The effect quite ugly.

Signing Off;

Urghhhhh, PHOTOSHOP!!!